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2010 year-end reflection post :)

2011-01-01T10:33:00.001-08:00

2010 YEAR-END REFLECTION POST.

I have no idea who will be reading this, or who will actually bother to come to my blog.
Because I did not blog for 2 whole months!! Let's hope my blogging bug will come back to me soon.
My viewership drop all the way down, so that doesn't motivate me to publish an entry.
In the mean time, this year's reflection post will be different from 2008 and 2009.
I don't wanna say the same thing/thank the people for what you guys have done.
Hmm.. I will only do that if I get back my results in Jan 10 2010.
That is including IF I pass my O levels, for now-zero confidence. I will retake, high possibility.
No effort put in(actually yes but..) = I don't expect anything in return.
Face the consequences, retaking is not the end of the world.

Anyway, I wanna reflect about the events of my life in 2010.
Because I keep saying my life is boring, is uninteresting, etc etc.
I keep ranting, complaning, and whining about how bad it is.
Why, just tell me why some people are perfectionist. ):
Can I be one of them?
So maybe pictures and words will help to tell myself : '' hey, it isn't that bad to be JiaHao, right? ''

I can tell anyone about how unsatisfied I am towards myself, my life.
From looks to friends to people around me.
I am still trying to get rid of the bad habit of NOT comparing with others.
But seriously, why is their life so perfect. I am very jealous of them, extremely.

The world is cruel, is very straight-forward. It is reality.
If you're better looking, you get better treatment from people.
If you're ugly, then all the people will despise you and it is just like the whole burden on your shoulder.
You feel sad, demoralised, unhappy.
I hate that low-self esteem whenever I see better looking guys on the street.
I hate myself even more I do not have enough $$ to change myself.
Unless I strike toto/4d/or win $10000000 from a lucky draw.

I guess this will be a very long entry? Is definitely a yes.

Anyway I can't believe it is alr 2011. Time flies..in a blink of an eye I am turning 18 next year. I realised there is no more time to waste. Do whatever I want, and strive for the best before regret. :)

1. 2E'07 ANNUAL GATHERING 2010(MID-YEAR)

We wanted to have another one in End Of Year, but then everyone's busy so we just postpone it to January instead. I hope I'll be a happy boy going to the chalet, and not a still-keep-thinking-of-my-O level-results-where-to-go boy. I already told them that I'll not be going if I do badly, because it is just being pretentious, someone who is trying to force a smile and acting that everything's fine. It's NOT enjoyable, because there is something inside my heart that's troubling me. So yup, I hope I'll be able to attend, you should know what I mean. *prays hard*

I miss everyone of you, can't wait to meet-up with you guys!! :D

Anyway, June chalet was really good. Everyone were in the living room, including Miss Chan watching soccer. Those who place bets on individual team shouted and cheered, alcohols, gamble in the middle of the night, not sleeping, etc. I enjoyed my friends companion :)

Miss Chan also recorded a video and interview everyone with her screeching voice(with everyone running away and refused to be interviewed), there goes his image hahahaha! Because pics & videos were uploaded on fb and we flooded the comment box. :)

Love my united 2E'07. Adding colours to my secondary school life-for all the things we had done and making teachers angry.

I need to thank all these people for helping out. Because I never ONCE help out at all in BBQ. :P

This class is just mad awesome. I can't describe the kind of hapiness in me while I am with them.
I do whatever I want, I laugh loudly, I scream, I joke, I tease. I don't care about my behaviour, because I guess everyone knows me very well about my character. I am not restricted to doing ANYTHING, just let it all out. Not to say, worry about them saying things behind me. They won't. I do not have to be scared of offending anyone&no boundaries of any kinda topic we're talking about,heheh.

If you see me keeping quiet, seldom talk, don't laugh out loud. SOMETHING IS STRANGE. Everyone will start to ask : '' Are you okay? Why you so quiet? ''.
Yes I am a VERY talkative person, irritating, love to piss people off. :P
Someone should give me an award please. I really deserve it.
My reply : '' No lah, very tired. *pretending to open mouth and yawn*, nope I'm fine. ''
But deep inside I know there is a reason, just no point saying.
I don't hate the person, just don't feel comfortable when he/she is around which resulted in me keeping quiet. That's all.

2E'07 was bonded together after Sec 2 camp with our class blog. We all still stay in contact, most of them are in my current Sec 5 class. We know each other for yearsssssssss. :)

So reflection entry can only post about 2010 MEH?
2009 GATHERING.

2008 GATHERING

Sorry this picture is VERY BIG but then I'm lazy to resize cuz I have got so many pics to do!!
So just let it be :)

It was close to Christmas and Miss Chan bought Christmas cards for all.
We are supposed to stick it on our back and write wishes for one another.

Till now I still keep the card inside my personal file.
My heart smile when I read those funny messages by classmates. :)

And this is our form teacher.. MISS CHAN.
Good news or bad news first?

Thanks for all your support and encouragement through out all these while.
You'll always be there for us.
You're just like a close friend everyone can talk to.
I am glad I know you, and is your student.
:)

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2. MR WONG'S BIRTHDAY - 31YRS OLD! :)

I know everyone reading the above title wouldn't believe he's turning 32 in 2011.
Hahah, for me he still looks like 25 -_-'''

Before that, in order for us to do well for O levels.
We have to chase away the bad(drawn by someone to stick outside the classroom) LOL

I remembered clearly we went into the class when he's having A.Maths remedial.
Then those A.Maths students were all very happy because that means no more lesson.
Some even went home(from 5N2) immediately when we were singing birthday song.
Is like a surprise because we hide at the stairs beside our class, then everyone appear and sang birthday song to him.

Birthday cake :)

His happy face, thinking '' Thank You 5N1, I love you all ''

So how can a celebration not have a class photo?

His wife came to pick him up, so we follow him down to the car park to pass Mrs Wong cake&drink.
I love this photo, both of them look very sweet here!

I actually compile a picture of me and Mr Wong!! Hahah.
I admit that I will always complain to Miss Chan & Miss Jolene(when they were still in Yuying) about how boring your lesson is then they'll be laughing at me. Your lame cold jokes,dance and stories are the ones that attracted my attention. But lesson aside, You're a super nice teacher lah!! So glad that you're my form teacher from 2008-2009, 2010 I still regard you as my form teacher. :)

Anyway sorry for always talking bad behind your back, lol! & not doing well for Maths, pulling the whole class average down. Is like the most ah beng student who sleep in class do BETTER than me!! I think it will be another disappointment during the release of O level results. So yup, I am mentally prepared.

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3. MR DANNY'S BIRTHDAY.

I think this is a very fun day!!
Oh we managed to skip Chemistry lesson as well by celebrating his birthday.
It is a good thing because I never do his homework, I guess. Hahaha! :P
Whole class hide inside the gents (yes includine the girls) which is right beside our class only.
Then we were all very excited while waiting for signs to come out and surprise Mr Danny.
So what can we do besides peeing in the toilet? TAKE PICTURES! :D

When Jojo or Samson call us to come out, everyone suddenly appeared in front of him, which in the first place only got Eugene in the class.
I think he got shock too, hahaha.

Here's what we prepared for him,

Random shot

Individual shot with Mr Danny :)

Class photo!!
First picture everyone not prepared, see their face expression!!
Mr Danny, Ben, Vic, Yeowhui!! LOL

Last picture before heading to the canteen for recess.

Compilation of me & Mr Danny.
I always very stress when you asked me questions when the whole class will rofl at me!!
Thanks for always being very fierce so that it actually helps me to study for Chemistry,
and absorb all relevant information/knowledge that is needed.
Thanks for all your words that it motivates me to do well.
:)

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4. 5N1 GATHERING 2010

Okay basically I was just exhausted after a long day at work from 9am to 6pm.
But I cheated by leaving at 5.30pm, LOL!!
Met Cassandra at Bugis MRT, train down to TM, met XR&Jo, took a cab all the way to Aloha Changi.
It was a simple catch-up session with classmates(most of them didn't attend).
I was not-so-high, abit quiet, lazy to take out my camera to take pics.
Sony camera take lousy pictures in low-light condition.
I am so glad I own a lx5 NOW :)
Looking forward to shoot with LEICA lense-awesome much.

OH PLEASE SAY MY SHIRT IS CUTE. THANK YOU.

BBQ session! :)

Follow after was cake-cutting session.
Mr Wong's daughter, Glory is super cute!!
Had fun singing birthday song for December babies+the cake wrote Happy Graduation, 5N1. :)

But night time was really good with everyone's companion.
Watch Boys Over Flowers, then everyone gathered in a room to share ghost stories, and talk about lots of random topics.
We were so scared that no one dares to go to the toilet.
And I keep turning behind to see if anyone is standing behind me. Zzzzz!!
Oh yeah we even sleep together in a room!! Smelling each other's feet,hahaha.
This totally reminded me of those camping days in school though.

Cassandra, Jo & Eugene left early for work.
Sophia and Peihan woke up to prepare for breakfast.
Alfred and Dale went to the other room to sleep.
So when I woke up only left me, Pris and Ben.
I came out of the room because it was freezing cold!!
Then I tease Pris saying wah, YOU SLEPT WITH BEN LEH. DID YOU GUYS MAKE BABIES.
Side by side leh, lmao x10000
She must feel very honoured because lots of girls might wish to sleep with him.
And she 'tsk' me at twitter. LOL!! Cass told me something funnier man, shhhhhh!

PS : Forget to take grp pics!

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5. CHINESE NEW YEAR

I think CNY to me every year is the same, and is sometimes boring too.
I mean there isn't anything special, my family don't play majong and gamble.
And those relatives I have we seldom visit each other's house during this period of time.
In the past, yes. But now? Nope. Is like a few years we met once, maybe on the street or something.
Neither do we talk much either. How's life? Oh okay haha bye.
Is like talk for the sake of talking.

CNY to me is just about wearing new clothes, reunion dinner, visiting grandma's & 3rd aunt's place.
Chu 1 will be spent at Bugis watching a movie. Standard.
That's all. With a few of them visiting my house which sums it all up.
I wish I had a big family, had like 20 of us sitting tgt for steamboat.

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6. CLASS PHOTO TAKING DAY

I am excited for today!! Woke up extra early to make sure that I look good in school.
Hello it is our graduation shoot. A big deal okay.
From sec 1 till sec 4, then N levels, then now. It HAS been a long way.
We're finally graduating, so this day was definitely important for the whole class.
All of us are 17yrs old-even older than the express students. :)

It was very high lah we painted our face for the informal shoots, some wear a mask(like chingay performance), the girls brought along kpop posters, even drew dbsk etc on their hands, it was just sooooooo fun. Our class is very united when it comes to all this kinda stuff.

And even after professional shoot, we took more pics using my sony camera.
Was praying to god that the pics turn out good with flash, and not some lousy quality.
You know sony cam really sucks, but the end result isn't that bad.
At least I'm satisfied, which is more than enough. :)

I remembered we say '' one more.. one more.. okay last one.. '' at the end we took 4 pics! :D

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JOJO'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

We all gathered outside the hall and surprise her while singing birthday song with a cake :)
Cass and the rest were trying to make her hair, like ''hey there's something in your hair and bend down''.
Before that they purposely choose a seat near the carpark whereby Jojo will be back facing us.
And soon after, everyone appeared in front of her.

Eugene was freaking funny.
He was like : '' Omg I so handsome take more pics of me!! ''
And he was so good he paid for the whole brownie.

Cake & Watch we bought for her.

Didn't know why the picture turn out like this. No editing is done!

Rest of the pictures for the day

Group Picture :)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINRONG

Had a celebration for her during recess together with Tianxing.
She didn't expect anything because is not even her actual birthday but we celebrated in advance.
Here's the birthday cake!

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ZHAOYUAN'S BIRTHDAY BBQ.

Only a few of us, the close friends were invited for the advance birthday bbq with his family.
So should I feel honoured or what!?!?
His mum even cooked been hoon for me as I am a vegetarian :)
Also there were fried rice, corn and potato for me too!

Basically, I enjoyed the entire Sat night with his family, him and just the few of us.
It was very simple and heart-warming.
Also, I feel that his family members were really nice to interact with, chatted with both of his sisters.

His 2nd sis asked zy why I keep laughing one.
I find it super funny when I called his sis ER JIE together with zy when taking bee hoon.
ER JIE*laugh* ER JIE*laugh harder* and she was like ?? hahahahaa!!
Like lol to the max lah!!
Zy's reply: he siao one lah everytime in school also like that.

Is it? I thought I am a quiet person and not talkative at all! :P

FOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDD! :D

CHAOTAH CORN!!

Birthday cake (mad ass huge than in picture!!)

Group pictures :)

Lastly, although I know this is gonna spoil my image.
But I still decided to post this.. DON'T LAUGH.

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CASSANDRA'S 17TH BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

On this special days of hers, it isn't a good day for me.
As I screwed up my English oral lah wtfbbq!
I am so disappointed in myself as I know that my communication in English aren't so bad.
And I have a high expectation to do well.
But I think because of high expectations+me thinking too much=waste effort.
Lesson learnt for me is not to think too much, be natural and everything will be fine.
Yes, focus more on paper 1 and 2. Forget about oral.

I was trying to force a smile on my face and pretend that I am alright.
Was mad tired but I still went to join the rest at Cass's place.
I shouldn't let anything personal affect me and the rest.
Yup so anyway why her house downstairs got this seven eleven underground store.
So cool lah is like if need anything, I do not have to walk a long distance to buy.
Or in the middle of the night when I crave for something to eat(chips,chocolate,etc..),
I can just take the lift down and buy and take the lift up to go home.
Fast and efficient. But the staircase is damn creepy!!
Is like imagine you work in an underground store during overnight shift till next morning.
Oh ya when the whole group of us went to the store,
the cashier keep staring at us and I assume he thinks we're gonna steal or something.

After that, we went into her house like more than 10 of us.
We kept our shoes in a plastic bag and her mum put it in the storeroom.
Then we went to hide inside. Everyone was like ''shh..keep quiet '' and some were busy lighting candles.
And when we heard the door sound and ''pa..ma..I am back''(greetings to her parents)
Everyone was quite excited and when she came into the room without suspecting ANYTHING.
We all scream and she cried immediately lah!!
'' You all very bad lor, big liars! All lied to me. '' HAHAHA.
Lol! Mission completed :)

She treated us to pizza hut and the staff even surprised her too.
We didn't know either, everyone was like ??
The lights went off, our reaction : '' Huh? So early they closing alr ah! ''
Birthday song playing and they served cass a plate of dessert and balloon!
Omg how sweet of them really. Thumbs up for customer service!
Oh ya I think we made a lot of noise too as there's a total of 17 of us.
More than 5 tables combine together! Lol.

Glad that at the end of the day, it brighten up my mood.
Feel kind of down in the dumps after the oral.
I think my emotion will become worst if I choose to stay at home and sleep.
But everything's better so yeah I am trying to comfort myself that everything's gonna be alright.
We had lots of laughter and it was such an enjoyable day for each and single one of us.
:)

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CLASS OUTING TO SENTOSA

Woke up as early as 7 in the morning and met the rest at kovan mrt.
And coincidentally saw Amelia and Yunhan omg!!
Amelia was like : '' Jiahao?? ''
Me : '' Turn around right and left '' and was extremely glad to meet them.
It has been so long since I last saw both of them,especially Wongyunhan!

Anyway so after that we headed to Sentosa and I definitely enjoyed myself.
Played volleyball and ate the sand, cough and puke out it out immediately! Disgusting -_-
Also helped to make the waterbomb using seawater.
Our eyes were extremely painful because got salt what and is really umcomfortable after being attacked.

Had amazing race and went around to take pics with random strangers.
We went into the sea and I was trying so hard to float.
Chatted with a group of people together with Mr Danny :D

Bathing part was so freaking funny lah.
We made lots of noise like '' EH SHAMPOO?''
Then we can pass from 1st cubicle to the 4th cubicle hahahaha.
I guess the rest of the toilet users must had thought we were crazy or something.

End off the day when the sky was dark around 7.30pm.
Had dinner in the food court at vivo and soya bean curb at selegie before heading home.
On Monday, everyone came to school with a red face.
And 1 week later everyone's skin started to peel.

Later go see my sun burn from my neck area in the pictures below.
Very obvious lah shouldn't had wore my shirt in the first place.
There IS a colour difference to a certain extent that Danny said I chop off people's head and attach to my own body. And XR couldn't stop laughing.
My pimples are all so red and ugly on my face after sun burn ):
Now my computer don't have photoshop or I sure go edit my face!!

END OF THIS WITH 2 OF MY FAVOURITE PHOTOS OF THE DAY :)

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HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY

Headed to Plaza Sing with XR,Jo and Cass after school.
Initially, I thought of just joining them for lunch at the purple market.
But then Jo managed to psyco me to join them to buy the materials needed to make a scrapbook for Wong. So in the end I followed them lah!! :)

Gossip about random things on the way to ps!!
And after purchasing the necessary materials, we all sat at the table inside and started decorating.
But I was so tired I fell asleep and woke up again. Lol.
I think the scrapbook was so creative.
2 pieces of wooden cupboard tied tgt,filled with invidual coloured paper with photos and messages :)

Me and cass also make one for Liu Lao Shi.
Without her, my chinese standard won't improve.
She is so kind and generous. Best Chinese Teacher in Yuying I swear.
Yesterday, we all went into her class and gave it to her.
She was so happy she kissed the heart shape book immediately and said thankyou.
Aww... :)

So anyway on Teachers' Day, it was ULTRA FUN IN SCHOOL.
Our class got so damn high we all scream for whatever reasons. Hahah!
And Mr Teo was sitting beside our class also got high with us.. he is so funny omg.
He is a friendly and easygoing teacher which I think can be really fun to play with.
But then because he is the displine master so he have to be fierce and set a standard in front of students.
I remembered the days (sec 1&2) when he taught me PE.
When he can be good if we listen to his instructions and not be late for his lesson.
Everytime when we're late, we as a Junior was very scared lah as in we had nightmare being punished.
Ran up the class change to school uniform(by means no pe shorts and pe shirt inside) within 1 min.
Late again? Ran up again change to pe attire within 1 min too!
That was hell crazy.
Also had our legs straighten up to 90degree for like more than ten mins. -.-'''
Those days were so vividly in my mind as a Junior I was soooo scared of him.
Plus everytime pe was beep test. Had to keep running the same track again and again.

Feel so great meeting ''seniors'' again. Lol seniors as in express peeps!
All alr in jc/poly - I'll join you guys again next year okay!
And I passed my printed photos to Mr Wong, Mr Danny and Miss Jasmine Lee with personalised message.
I will give it to Miss Chan once I see her in school on Thurs :)

Had a good chat with Wong together with the rest after the celebration ends.
And in between got SOOOO many students came to give him presents and ex-students for hand-shake.
He seem to be a nice teacher not just to me, but for everyone else too :)
Oh go and watch the videos on fb when we interview him!! Mad hilarious.

In the night, I called my pri/sec school teachers to wish them Happy Teachers' Day.
It is like an annual thing to call them every year.

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YUYING 100TH ANNIVERSARY CENTENNIAL CONCERT AT ESPLANADE

This is like the best concert EVER apart from Starburst in 2007!
Previously when we knew that there was this concert, everyone were not really looking forward.
Till the days drew closer everyone started to feel the excitement.
And everyone in the class were asking around : '' so what are you wearing on that day? ''

And you know what is the good news?
There was a last minute changes when we, the sec 5 actually had VVIP seats.
We were even bigger than those alumini people!!
Before that, half of the class were actually separated.
We sat at the first row like directly in front of the stage. The seats usually cost like $300+
It was so awesome watching our own school performing.
We were given the best seats with the best view as an audience and I felt so fortunate and thankful!
Further more, it feels even better seeing people I knew on stage.
Weiting, daniel peters, ben leow, fidi and so much more! :)

It was a great time meeting good old friends.
Especially those who couldn't make it to sec 5 and chatted with a few.
I hope you guys are still doing well and let's all stay in contact okay!

Once we stepped into the concert hall, the interior design was so beautiful!
And we took out our cameras and cam-whore again!

After the concert, headed for supper but all the seats were occupied.
And there was a heavy human traffic jam when crossing the road. -.-'''
Getting abit emo also when walking again the same old paths around marina area.
Reminded me of the days me and Taiyang work as a banquet waiter last year.
Running to catch the last train, running as we were late for work, a lot more..

Anyway it was such an eventful night I will never forget.
I love the time spent with my class and HI MRS MAHINDA!
See you in term 4 when you're back. So much things happened when you're not around.

Lastly, I am proud of Yuying. You guys did a bang-up job.
Deeply impressed :)

I will end off with a picture of esplanade :)

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Speech Day 2010

Took a nap after school and overslept-as usual :P
Mr Peh guided me to take attendance with the science lab lady and Miss Lam to check my seating arrangement.
And he himself even helped me to find my seat.
Throughout the whole process we have been talking and he was like ''top(2nd) N level student leh'' Lol.
And Edison even texted me '' wahseh not bad ah! ''

Saw the express people and we're all prize awardees! Isn't it great? :)
Edison & me get the SMC Book Awards for both 'O' and 'N' level respectively for overall achievements and exemplary conduct.
Mine is Lee Joo Jan Book Award. :)
I didn't even expect myself to be in that category! First time.
Top for Combined Humanities(Geography and Social Studies) too.
Plus there is a trophy presented to me! I was totally shock.
Felt honoured to get this award and shake hand with Mr James Lee, chairman of SMC.
Few years back, I was thinking of one day if I can receive an award from him.
So the day arrives-today!
During refreshments, Mrs Chua, Vice Principal smile and came to congratulate me with a hand shake.

Thanks Rebecca for taking the photos for me.

EDISON AND JIAXIN.HAHAHAHA!

Stephanie's NEW hairstyle :)

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PREFECTORIAL BOARD BBQ

There were 4 bbq pits for each department : Training,Event Support,Public Relations and Welfare.
It was a good day catching up with everyone and the weather was great too!
Started off the day by meeting Aaron, Jocelin, Zy and juniors from welfare department at Kovan.

It was extremely hot so once we reached.
Jon,Rachel,Aaron,Zy,Freddy,Leow and I went to macdonal and walked around ehub.
We talked about random topics and about prefects.
Those days of doing duties, raising red card, pulling flag, pledge, announcements, etc.
I remembered while pulling the flag the seniors will say '' faster faster, slower slower '',
and we had to estimate the rhythm ourselves!
Also talked about lame jokes that I guess I was the only one laughing. Lol.
Played frisbee after leaving macdonal. It was soooooo fun + strong wind was blowing in our direction.
I also took this opportunity to learn cycling.

Seniors came and some got drag down into the sea.
Had no choice but also being sabotage to go down the water and got splashed by them.
Muddy,wet,dirty,no extra clothes to change.
Went to the toilet and wash up.

Farewell and goodbye to them at around 9.30pm.
We very thick-skin went to every department and say byebye. hahah!

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ESCAPE WITH GRADUATING CLASSES.

Okay I swear it was the best ever
Most of our time were spent at viking and wet&wild.
I only knew that the last time I went to escape was primary 4!
Now I am already sec 5 omg? And it was my second time there.

There was once whereby ALL sec 5's together with teachers(danny,kok,siwei,jameson,justina,) have a ride together.
Everyone were damn high and WE(5N1&5N2) occupied the whole pirate ship!
It was so damn fun seriously we just kept shouting,screaming,cheering,laughing.
Throughout the process everyone were so noisy and it just hype up the whole atmosphere!
And for the firs time I tried sitting at the last row and it was greaaaaaat!

Wet and wild was awesome too! Played more than 5 times.
Got wet like crazy, thankfully to the extra clothes I bought.
But in the end I also didn't change, let it dry while playing other rides.

Haunted house I went in twice.
Thought there would be people coming out to scare us but to no avail.

Also went for this ride (forgot the name) whereby you can just sit on this car and spray water!
Had a hard time parking properly because I had difficulty controlling the direction of the car. Lol!

A group picture to start off the day! :D

Zy see what you did to my hair then I didn't face the camera!

Thanks to those who smile to the camera! :)

Eugene was so high today!

ALL OF US :D

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Yuying 100th Anniversary Food and Fun Fair

It's really such a great time for everyone to catch up with one another :)
Especially seeing all the express mates!
Food food and more food.. I love the coffee ice cream.
Was at the song dedicating booth and they played SNSD gee,tell me your wish,oh,
Shinee's ringdingdong, amigo, juliet, and many chinese/english songs together with kpop songs!
And while at the canteen I saw many people were also singing along while gee is playing.
Then right there was this guy dancing and singing omg LOL!

Anyway, pictures spam again!

Station games.

So adorable!

Do you believe harrison is already SECONDARY 3? haha!

Miss Ida :D

JIAHAO!!!!!!!!!! :D

Group Picture :)

I love this picture! :)

2010-10-20T06:25:00.000-07:00

Science O level practical tmr, 21st.
25th Oct -12th Nov for written papers.

Dear worldofmyown, this tiny little space of mine which I started in 2004, p5.
I hope I will do well for my O level okay?
Although I am seriously not confident at all cuz of my maths (yeah wtf right)
But I will still try, before retaking.
That means an extra 1 year.
God, I believe you'll mulitply whatever I have to do my very best during the actual examination.
I will leave everything to you.

2010-10-05T06:14:00.001-07:00

I know this is super thick-skin to self-praise.
But I think I have a better anger management now. :)

2010-09-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

Indescribable thankfulness to those who were sooooo encouraging.
Random text messages, fb, twitter or even face-to-face.
I will do well & don't worry, alright? :)
I just need to have faith in myself. Especially Maths!

'' You are doing well, is just a matter of time management. '' - L
'' You need to stop saying you can't. '' - M

I will complete my work asap and will be damn shameless to find teachers to sit down with me and clear all my doubts.
I need one-to-one consultation.

2010-09-25T09:10:00.000-07:00

Thanks Sophia and Samson for your personalised message card.
Really appreciate all these small little things you guys did for me!
Cuz I love to keep cards,photographs,etc etc for memories.

Initially, called both of them out of the class to take pics to pose with my name :P
Last year graduation ceremony I called the express people to raise up the card I did for them and post in the picture also!! Hahaha. Miss those group of people, a lot. ):
Then Sophia called more people out and in the end I just passed my camera to her and went into the class continue listening to kara's songs LOL.
Honey, tasty love, lupin, lonely, rolling, mister and umbrella are sooooo addictive!!

'' Jiahao come take picture, faster faster! come.. ''
Before dismissal, here's a group picture.

2010-09-20T06:14:00.001-07:00

I ~~think~~ had change to another person you ever knew.
Worst than expected.
Just get away from me, don't even try to get close.
Cuz you know I'm not the one you knew before.
I suck for whatever reason bye.

PS: I don't like people to insult me or about the things I'm doing.
You don't know how much hard work I am putting in.
So don't ever give a comment as I don't need them.
Get it?

2010-09-17T07:27:00.000-07:00

Suddenly thought of something randomly.
Makes me very angry out of a sudden.

I will never wish you happy birthday anymore.
You suck for whatever you did to me.
And yet you can pretend nothing happened. kthxbye.

PS: Generally happy in school with good classmates :)
The above has got nth to do with anyone in school.
Enjoy the companion with jo,xr,cass to eat at mac after school when there's early dismissal.
We will talk about LOTS AND LOTS of random topics!
And laugh our heads off at the slightest things.

A series of events in MY life :)

2010-09-04T06:48:00.000-07:00

LONG POST WOOHOO

It has been so long since I last blogged!!
Usually I will publish an entry full of words, no pictures and it is always so boring and uninteresting.
Anyway, here it is.. this also means I'll not blog for the whole month of September and October. Lol!
I will see you guys back in worldofmyown maybe after my O levels.
I don't know whether I will be blogging but anyway, I hope this will satisfy your reading pleasure :)
Oh wait I also love my new blogskin I created monthS ago.
Say hello to pictures spam.

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JOJO'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

We all gathered outside the hall and surprise her while singing birthday song with a cake :)
Cass and the rest were trying to make her hair, like ''hey there's something in your hair and bend down''.
Before that they purposely choose a seat near the carparkwhereby Jojo will be back facing us.
And soon after, everyone appeared in front of her.

Her boyfriend, Eugene was freaking funny.
He was like : '' Omg I so handsome take more pics of me!! ''
And he was so good he paid for the whole brownie.

Here's a picture of the watch we all chip in for Jojo's present. Mad chio golden with black!!

Look at Jojo's face expression!

Come lah you wanna fight ah? I am not scared of you, I HAVE GOT MY CHAO AH BENG WITH ME!!

Rest of the pictures for the day.

NO IDEA WHY THE CAKE TURNS OUT LIKE THIS. LOVE THE EFFECT!
NOT EDITED.

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ZHAOYUAN'S BIRTHDAY BBQ.

Only a few of us, the close friends were invited for the advance birthday bbq with his family.
So should I feel honoured or what!?!?
His mum even cooked been hoon for me as I am a vegetarian :)
Also there were fried rice, corn and potato for me too!

Basically, I enjoyed the entire Sat night with his family, him and just the few of us.
It was very simple and heart-warming.
Also, I feel that his family members were really nice to interact with, chatted with both of his sisters.

His 2nd sis asked zy why I keep laughing one.
I find it super funny when I called his sis ER JIE together with zy when taking bee hoon.
ER JIE*laugh* ER JIE*laugh harder* and she was like ?? hahahahaa!!
Like lol to the max lah!!
Zy's reply: he siao one lah everytime in school also like that.

Is it? I thought I am a quiet person and not talkative at all! :P

FOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDD! :D

CHAOTAH CORN!!

Birthday cake (mad ass huge than in picture!!)

Group pictures :)

Lastly, although I know this is gonna spoil my image.
But I still decided to post this.. DON'T LAUGH.

PS : I SUPER LOVE MY SKY BLUE SHIRT OMG.

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YUYING 100TH ANNIVERSARY CENTENNIAL CONCERT AT ESPLANADE

This is like the best concert EVER apart from Starburst in 2007!
Previously when we knew that there was this concert, everyone were not really looking forward.
Till the days drew closer everyone started to feel the excitement.
And everyone in the class were asking around : '' so what are you wearing on that day? ''

And you know what is the good news?
There was a last minute changes when we, the sec 5 actually had VVIP seats.
We were even bigger than those alumini people!!
Before that, half of the class were actually separated.
We sat at the first row like directly in front of the stage. The seats usually cost like $300+
It was so awesome watching our own school performing.
We were given the best seats with the best view as an audience and I felt so fortunate and thankful!
Further more, it feels even better seeing people I knew on stage.
Weiting, daniel peters, ben leow, fidi and so much more! :)

It was a great time meeting good old friends.
Especially those who couldn't make it to sec 5 and chatted with a few.
I hope you guys are still doing well and let's all stay in contact okay!

Once we stepped into the concert hall, the interior design was so beautiful!
And we took out our cameras and cam-whore again!

After the concert, headed for supper but all the seats were occupied.
And there was a heavy human traffic jam when crossing the road. -.-'''
Getting abit emo also when walking again the same old paths around marina area.
Reminded me of the days me and Taiyang work as a banquet waiter last year.
Running to catch the last train, running as we were late for work, a lot more..

Anyway it was such an eventful night I will never forget.
I love the time spent with my class and HI MRS MAHINDA!
See you in term 4 when you're back. So much things happened when you're not around.

Lastly, I am proud of Yuying. You guys did a bang-up job.
Deeply impressed :)

I will end off with a picture of esplanade :)

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CASSANDRA'S 17TH BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

On this special days of hers, it isn't a good day for me.
As I screwed up my English oral lah wtfbbq!
I am so disappointed in myself as I know that my communication in English aren't so bad.
And I have a high expectation to do well.
But I think because of high expectations+me thinking too much=waste effort.
Lesson learnt for me is not to think too much, be natural and everything will be fine.
Yes, focus more on paper 1 and 2. Forget about oral.

I was trying to force a smile on my face and pretend that I am alright.
Was mad tired but I still went to join the rest at Cass's place.
I shouldn't let anything personal affect me and the rest.
Yup so anyway why her house downstairs got this seven eleven underground store.
So cool lah is like if need anything, I do not have to walk a long distance to buy.
Or in the middle of the night when I crave for something to eat(chips,chocolate,etc..),
I can just take the lift down and buy and take the lift up to go home.
Fast and efficient. But the staircase is damn creepy!!
Is like imagine you work in an underground store during overnight shift till next morning.
Oh ya when the whole group of us went to the store,
the cashier keep staring at us and I assume he thinks we're gonna steal or something.

After that, we went into her house like more than 10 of us.
We kept our shoes in a plastic bag and her mum put it in the storeroom.
Then we went to hide inside. Everyone was like ''shh..keep quiet '' and some were busy lighting candles.
And when we heard the door sound and ''pa..ma..I am back''(greetings to her parents)
Everyone was quite excited and when she came into the room without suspecting ANYTHING.
We all scream and she cried immediately lah!!
'' You all very bad lor, big liars! All lied to me. '' HAHAHA.
Lol! Mission completed :)

She treated us to pizza hut and the staff even surprised her too.
We didn't know either, everyone was like ??
The lights went off, our reaction : '' Huh? So early they closing alr ah! ''
Birthday song playing and they served cass a plate of dessert and balloon!
Omg how sweet of them really. Thumbs up for customer service!
Oh ya I think we made a lot of noise too as there's a total of 17 of us.
More than 5 tables combine together! Lol.

Glad that at the end of the day, it brighten up my mood.
Feel kind of down in the dumps after the oral.
I think my emotion will become worst if I choose to stay at home and sleep.
But everything's better so yeah I am trying to comfort myself that everything's gonna be alright.
We had lots of laughter and it was such an enjoyable day for each and single one of us.
:)

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CLASS OUTING TO SENTOSA

Woke up as early as 7 in the morning and met the rest at kovan mrt.
And coincidentally saw Amelia and Yunhan omg!!
Amelia was like : '' Jiahao?? ''
Me : '' Turn around right and left '' and was extremely glad to meet them.
It has been so long since I last saw both of them,especially Wongyunhan!

Anyway so after that we headed to Sentosa and I definitely enjoyed myself.
Played volleyball and ate the sand, cough and puke out it out immediately! Disgusting -_-
Also helped to make the waterbomb using seawater.
Our eyes were extremely painful because got salt what and is really umcomfortable after being attacked.

Had amazing race and went around to take pics with random strangers.
We went into the sea and I was trying so hard to float.
Chatted with a group of people together with Mr Danny :D

Bathing part was so freaking funny lah.
We made lots of noise like '' EH SHAMPOO?''
Then we can pass from 1st cubicle to the 4th cubicle hahahaha.
I guess the rest of the toilet users must had thought we were crazy or something.

End off the day when the sky was dark around 7.30pm.
Had dinner in the food court at vivo and soya bean curb at selegie before heading home.
On Monday, everyone came to school with a red face.
And 1 week later everyone's skin started to peel.

Later go see my sun burn from my neck area in the pictures below.
Very obvious lah shouldn't had wore my shirt in the first place.
There IS a colour difference to a certain extent that Danny said I chop off people's head and attach to my own body. And XR couldn't stop laughing.
My pimples are all so red and ugly on my face after sun burn ):
Now my computer don't have photoshop or I sure go edit my face!!

END OF THIS WITH 2 OF MY FAVOURITE PHOTOS OF THE DAY :)

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HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY

Headed to Plaza Sing with XR,Jo and Cass after school.
Initially, I thought of just joining them for lunch at the purple market.
But then Jo managed to psyco me to join them to buy the materials needed to make a scrapbook for Wong. So in the end I followed them lah!! :)

Gossip about random things on the way to ps!!
And after purchasing the necessary materials, we all sat at the table inside and started decorating.
But I was so tired I fell asleep and woke up again. Lol.
I think the scrapbook was so creative.
2 pieces of wooden cupboard tied tgt,filled with invidual coloured paper with photos and messages :)

Me and cass also make one for Liu Lao Shi.
Without her, my chinese standard won't improve.
She is so kind and generous. Best Chinese Teacher in Yuying I swear.
Yesterday, we all went into her class and gave it to her.
She was so happy she kissed the heart shape book immediately and said thankyou.
Aww... :)

So anyway on Teachers' Day, it was ULTRA FUN IN SCHOOL.
Our class got so damn high we all scream for whatever reasons. Hahah!
And Mr Teo was sitting beside our class also got high with us.. he is so funny omg.
He is a friendly and easygoing teacher which I think can be really fun to play with.
But then because he is the displine master so he have to be fierce and set a standard in front of students.
I remembered the days (sec 1&2) when he taught me PE.
When he can be good if we listen to his instructions and not be late for his lesson.
Everytime when we're late, we as a Junior was very scared lah as in we had nightmare being punished.
Ran up the class change to school uniform(by means no pe shorts and pe shirt inside) within 1 min.
Late again? Ran up again change to pe attire within 1 min too!
That was hell crazy.
Also had our legs straighten up to 90degree for like more than ten mins. -.-'''
Those days were so vividly in my mind as a Junior I was soooo scared of him.
Plus everytime pe was beep test. Had to keep running the same track again and again.

Feel so great meeting ''seniors'' again. Lol seniors as in express peeps!
All alr in jc/poly - I'll join you guys again next year okay!
And I passed my printed photos to Mr Wong, Mr Danny and Miss Jasmine Lee with personalised message.
I will give it to Miss Chan once I see her in school on Thurs :)

Had a good chat with Wong together with the rest after the celebration ends.
And in between got SOOOO many students came to give him presents and ex-students for hand-shake.
He seem to be a nice teacher not just to me, but for everyone else too :)
Oh go and watch the videos on fb when we interview him!! Mad hilarious.

In the night, I called my pri/sec school teachers to wish them Happy Teachers' Day.
It is like an annual thing to call them every year.

DONE. FINALLY!!

2010-08-24T07:26:00.000-07:00

Second day staying back in school till 9pm and waking up at 5.45am.
I felt that today is just Tuesday, when is Friday gonna arrive?
But I really enjoy the times when we attend night classes + studying together in school.
Laugh our heads off for the slightest things and doing a lot of lame and silly actions.
I guess these were the moments I am sooooo going to miss upon graduation.
Will definitely treasure everything and anything that is happening for the next 2 months.
:)

I seriously can't imagine the days after we left Yuying.
No more daily interaction in school.
No more wearing school uniform, eating tgt in the canteen.
No more talking about jokes and doing whatever I like.
No more copying of homeworks.
No more escaping extra lessons together and take the mickey out of new relief teachers.
I think the most basic and simple things we're doing now I am really gonna miss.
It is things we took for granted.

Everything's gonna change after O levels.
As everyone move on and make new friends and trying to offer their talent to the world.
Pursuing different dreams, different paths, leading a different life.
It WILL be difficult to organise a class outing to gather everyone.
It WILL not be the same and WILL not be better as compare to seeing each other 5 days in a week.
The feeling will be different as everyone grow.
It will not be the 17 year old we're experiencing right now.

So from now on, I decided..
I am not gonna be angry or have any conflict with friends. It is the last year.
I will forgive and forget everything, no point holding on to it.
Although sometimes when I think of it I will still be very angry and upset about your behaviour.
Be happy, enjoy school, be motivated to study hard.
That should be the way.
Forget about how badly I did for EL oral. It should not affect my other subjects.
The more worries you have, the more problems it results.
Try to learn from the mistakes, be open to more possibilities and opportunies will come to me.
I am not gonna look down on myself, everyone's different.
As well as I am willing to learn and put in more effort-it all depends on me.
No point comparing, it just makes me more miserable.
Keep trying and if you try, it means a hope for miracle, giving myself another chance.
Leave everything to god and NOT to worry about anything.
Just believe in yourself, believe in god and let nature take its course.
And all my friends, this is a time to help me again!!
Be more willing to teach me and clear my doubts okay?
Be more patience although I am damn stupid you have to repeat twice or thrice.
It's gonna be fine,Jiahao :)
Continue to do what you know is right and always pray in your heart.
God can't help you IF you are not willing to help yourself. Stand up!!

One thing I am going to do: think of at least one thing that makes my day before I sleep.

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Miss Ida came back to school. It was real good catching up with her.
Our literature file, notes, assignments, tests, attire, and everything was so perfect.
She was like the best discipline mistress together with Mr Neo.
I miss the old Yuying, a lot.
The last time we chatted was during the Yuying 100th Anniversary Food & Fun Fair
Reminded me a lot on our lower secondary memories as a Junior.
Time flies, my literature teacher in sec 1(2006) have seen us grow into sec 5(2010)
From being Junior to Senior.
Yuying used to be a really good school with MANY awesome teachers.
But due to the students behaviour, they left.
It was a loss, because they were so important for the growth of Yuying.
And with them leaving Yuying and new teachers coming in, it was totally different.
My life in Yuying was memorable. It was like the most exciting part of my life.
And teachers make an impact on me.
Lastly, congratulation Miss Ida for having a second baby! I am happy for you :)

2010-08-20T10:45:00.000-07:00

I don't know if you're pretending to be nice or issit really comes out from your heart.
I hope you don't have any motive by behaving like this.
Because I am starting to believe in you but at the same time, suspecting you.
Your action is so out of a sudden, maybe you're trying to forget what had happened before.
I have no idea what filled your mind or what are you thinking.
You're not a easy person, you acted so well!

I am not that kind of Jiahao you had knew.
I told myself to live with dignity and pride and will not let others climb on top of me.
Kind people don't exist, they got taken for granted.
I hate leading this kinda life since pri school. I don't stand up for myself.
I keep forgiving, I told myself not to be pity or being over-sensitive.
But the end result is always very disappointing.
I shall just talk to you when necessary, unlike the past. :)

No, I will put on a fake smile too.

2010-08-13T10:19:00.001-07:00

CLASS OUTING NEXT SATURDAY AT SENTOSA.

I am looking forward to it.
Hope everything will be good and not the other way round.
Next week is full of activites I wonder how can I find time to study man seriously.
I must make some sacrifices(watch less tv,less sleep,etc..)
Self Discipline is important, especially for this crucial period right now.
Wait, have I told you this?
I am mentally prepared to retain one more year to retake my O level as a private candidate.

Oh and today is the 13th. Nothing really bad happened to me though.
Just that I felt all my energy was being drain off after a 5hr sleep.(yes I felt MORE tired instead)
Slept from 3pm-8pm omg I loveee it :)
Then ended up I didn't follow up my timetable which is to study chemistry!!
Stupid QA I am going to understand that topic.
But my first priority definitely go to my EL ORAL next Thursday, 19 Aug.
I hope my tongue will not twist or anything. Speak smoothly with fluent English pleaseeeeee.
Don't need to act like one. Just be natural :)
I am worried I'll stumble when I am nervous.
And I AM THE LAST ONE!! I guess the examiner will be damn bored.
As there are more than 20 students in front of me.
So it is either I do VERY well to give answers that all the previous students never said before.
Or I do average as my answers is very common the examiners is like listen till sian already.

But one good point is the rest of the time all belong to me!!
There is no one else behind me anymore. So when it is my turn the hall will be mostly empty.
So maybe I'll be less nervous?

No matter first or last.
Just try my best and everything will be fine.
:)

PS : Whole class failed Geography and Social Studies for their Mock Exam.
Yes, that is how ridiculous my results is right now.
Geography : 19/50
Social Studies : 17/50

But I guess this is the kind of result when I never study and put in effort.
Just a mock exam, I will work hard for O's!!
I will never allow my humanities to get this kinda grade.

PPS : Whenever you feel like giving up, think of the reasons why you held on for so long.
My reason is because it is NOT easy to been through O level Chinese, N level and now,
taking the rest of the O level subjects.
It is the last stage. Before giving up and retake, I'll try my best and see what is the outcome.

2010-08-09T11:09:00.000-07:00

[Edit]

So nice to see my role model singing in don't forget the lyrics show!
Wanted to attend the recording but couldn't find anyone to accompany me.

Just read a stranger's blog and she said..
1. made funny faces in front of the mirror
2. don't close the door when going in the toilet for a few mins.
3. will dance randomly.
4. talk nonsense to myself and laugh at my own

I did that too!!
For point 1, I will sometimes pose with my nerdy/geek specs or bring out my sunglasses to act cool.
Then I will very bhb and say : '' wah, how come I am so shuai ah?? ''
For point 2, totally like the stranger lor I will say '' don't peep hor '',
and the rest of the family members will say '' give me see I also don't want '' HAHAH!!
For point 3 and 4 is very common at home seriously. Especially point 4!!!

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Been neglecting this blog. I don't have the time anymore. (I wonder if anyone is reading,seriously)
I find no point in blogging because ALL the pictures are at facebook already.
Posting it in my own blog is just a bigger version with just a few words.
But a post with all words and no pictures is super boring.
I lost my blogging bug.

Wasted my Thurs,Fri,Sat,Sun,Mon.
In which this time can be used to blog.
I can oganise and resize pictures and publish a long post about the recent events that is happening.
Also, these days are really good to study if I choose to make full use of it!!
But I choose to waste it instead. I decided to catch my sleep, my all time favourite. Who don't? :)

I would like to rant relentlessly here. There are so many things in my mind.
Life's such a bitch. But I am trying to face it positively.
I don't like the way people judge me, or saying anything behind my back about whatever I type here.
This is my space and I have all rights to rant or blog a proper entry.
There's no point ranting to good friends anymore.
Their reply is the same, they don't bother reading, they only care about their own life.
So yup, don't expect me to be your listening ear cuz I am also a busy person. Fair enough.
From now on, I'll keep everything to myself.

I want to be able to draw strength from the past and move forward.
Might not be now, but eventually i will.

PS : You don't appreciate.
You treat people depending on your mood.
You're biased to the people you like.
You pretended nothing happened.
You think whatever you do is always right.

Aiya, I miss the good old friends. ):
They are the best.
I miss those texting last year during examination period and your existence in Yuying.
'' Remember not to lose your momentum! ''
'' Jiahao, I have trust in you. ''
'' I'm sure you'll be able to do it. ''
Many good words that greatly motivated me. Thank you :)

PS : If any teachers is reading this, if I don't do your work. Don't bother to ask for it.
I am following my own timetable/schedule to study.
It IS pointless to do it cuz I haven't even studied for that particular topic.
I know what I am doing, so stop asking.
If I do badly for a class test, don't give a black face. I really hate it!!
Not as if like a small class test WILL affect your performance and thus, your bonus and overall ranking.
Cuz I only do those which I studied and I will most probably leave the rest blank or don't bother trying.
I am a sucker at maths, so stop asking why I made a basic unforgivable mistakes.
I have no idea too. You think I want?

Time to sleep. Good night all!

If I have money

2010-07-31T11:14:00.000-07:00

If I have money I will go for..

1. Plastic surgery(but i think i look good enough) so I'll visit Dr Georgia Lee instead.
2. Go for a surgery to remove extra vein=no more sweaty palm. It freaking costs about $8000+
3. Personal gym instructor to train me and gain weight.
4. Go attend radio,music courses. Courses I wanna attend but I do not have enough $$
5. Pursue my dreams.

But my top priority is to change myself, my current self that you know.
You never know how demoralised it is to compare it with another guy.
I just listed a long list of the disadvantages of being me, chuajiahao.
It sucks being me.
Nope, there ARE no advantages it is just self-comforting or simply lying if you said that.
Because all the advantages are just an average of all the guys HAVE. So it is normal.
Wait, if ameliakang saw this I think she's gonna get mad at me for comparing AGAIN.
Me being so pessimistic.

Yesterday was quite memorable for me while going home after concert.
While all along it WAS memorable at esplanade.
It was so near to my work place last year as a banquet waiter.
The same escalator, the same paths we used to walk, those times when my heart was so heavy.
I was so stress about working or being late as the managers there, especially pala is VERY fierce.
Or worried about carrying heavy stuffs as I can't do that, what do you expect from a 45.5kg male?
Me and taiyang used to run through all those paths in the middle of the night to catch the last train,
when all the shop houses have closed and preparing for the next working day.
It was quiet, no one else except us.
And I used to dress really casually to such places and seeing everyone dress nicely and going out.
I will usually look at them and think : '' Hai, they're going out. And here I am, going to work. ''
Guys staring at my nerdy-gel hair(no choice compulsory for the guys to do that for banquet)
And now, walking along the same old paths reminds me of those days.
Formally dressed, happily chatting with a group of friends, preparing to go into esplanade for a concert.
It was a completely different experience and the feeling was good :)

PS : A long entry coming up soon. To compensate for not blogging.
I think I should not close down this blog. I'll try to update, it was filled with so much memories.
From sec 1(2006) till now.

PPS : This happened on Thursday. (half-day school)
Me : *tap Mrs Gan shoulder* Heyhey!!
Mrs Gan : Smile back to me and said : wahhh very happy hor don't have my lesson today.
Me : I am super happy omg skip 2 periods of boring poa lessons and since I don't know what to reply.
I just gave her a smile and faster walk away. LOL!!

PPPS : If you're wrong, apologise. It doesn't mean that by saying sorry you're a loser. It is just a basic courtesy, a form of respect to the people around you. Don't try to act cool and think you are STILL right and blame the fault on others and want them to apologise to you or you'll not talk to them. This is so ridiculous!! Although sorry is nothing or no cure as the things had already happened but you made the person feel better. Of course, it is the sincerity from the heart. If you keep making mistakes and apologise, what is the use of saying sorry? You did it once,twice,thrice. There is no trust, you're NOT responsible about yourself.

PPPPS : What do you think about my new blogskin? :D
I know it is not really good but then I am so sick of the orange blogskin. I need a new one!!
Or else I will be so not motivated to come to my own blog.

2010-07-28T05:23:00.001-07:00

I may close down this blog soon.

2010-07-18T05:44:00.000-07:00

Follow me at Twitter.

Twitter.com/frieschua

More active there I currently don't feel like blogging :)

2010-07-09T10:29:00.001-07:00

[Edited]

Thank you to all those who believed in me, who encourage me, who give me hopes.
I will TRY to spend less time on computers, television.
In fact, it is already Mid-July and I am not even started any revision.
Time is flying every single min and I am still enjoying myself.
IT IS ALREADY THE THIRD WEEK OF SCHOOL JIAHAO.
Very soon you'll be taking your prelim and the next moment? At the hall taking the REAL papers.
Don't give up any single hope yet, don't be lazy, don't feel depressed and miserable.
Don't let anything affect you. Be strong, concentrate and know your priorities.
Just make sure you do your part by working hard and leave god do the rest.
:)

PS. WHY MY TAGBOARD GOT PEOPLE TAGGING NONSENSICAL THINGS EVERYDAY.
Decided to remove them for now because it is like a virus.
Althought I delete and ban a lot of users, it has no effect because it like like an auto system.

I need a blog revamp.

1. Get a hair cut (attire check on Monday)
2. Do a write up for dpa (don't procrastinate!!)
3. Revise Maths (class test on Monday confirm fail)
4. Salts,air&atmosphere,metals,periodic table,q&a to study when free.
5. I need to sleep-it is my all time favourite.

2E chalet + Xinrong's birthday :)

2010-07-02T10:57:00.000-07:00

2E'07 ANNUAL GATHERING CHALET (MID-YEAR)
23-24 June 2010

Our 3rd gathering already.

November 2008
November 2009

IT IS SO AWESOME I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY!!
Everytime with 2E it is just so different, there'll just be something happening to make us laugh.
And we're no strangers definitely, it is just like a heart warming family gathering with all.
A class that is bonded after sec 2 camp, and although now everyone have different education routes.
N levels, O levels, ITE, Private school, MI and Poly.
But then I am glad that we're still as united as before.
I actually do not look forward to the whole gathering, because only a minority of the people co-operate.
Pretty glad that everything is good and we had such a great time together!!
Thanks freddy for organizing it or else it will be impossible for us to meet up together.
And you know what? We all didn't slept throughout the entire night.
It was so good because the night was filled with so much laughter and we all had fun.
Majong, gamble, soccer(the boys all get damn high and everyone with Miss Chan sat infront of the tv).
Everyone were screaming and Weijie shout extremely loud lah!
I love to be with many people under the same roof spending fruitful time with one another.

Also, while watching soccer me and Weiting go to the kitchen and took out one bottle of alcohol to try.
But then we ended up trying MORE of different kinds of alcohol and tiger beer. Haha!
She very powerful lor, drink 11% vol(forget the flavour), 5% vol(rasperry flavour) and one cup of tiger beer.
I left the rasperry one on the table after drinking it half way then got snatch away by Weijie! LOL.
Alfred let me drank one too it is just a sip omg really bitter and awful. It smells like cough syrup.
I will challenge tiger beer next time like Weiting because I also did drink just a sip. =P
Omg such a loser drink so little only! But it was my first try.
Seriously, how can those uncles in coffee shop or even the guests I served in banquet drank so much of it??
In the end Weiting from top to toe all red and she can't walk steadily, tilt sideway and she didn't realised it at all.
I guess she was half-drunk.
She kept saying she is not drunk(ya lah she didn't spout nonsense anyway)
But she kept laughing at small little/slightest things LOUDLY and CRAZILY making us all laugh for no reasons.
Miss Chan said on facebook that she'll bring soda water next time. Hahaha!

Also, me and Weiting coincidentally wear the same colour shirt. Green!
Yes omg is like she came to the chalet, saw me, and said : '' why you wear the same colour as me!''
I replied : '' because we're couple '' and she gave me a -.-''' face IMMEDIATELY.
Most of the people wear black so the theme of the day is black and green.
Miss Chan told me that we look like couple in the cam-whore picture(later in the post or on facebook)
So on that day, WE BOTH HAVE COUPLE WEAR.HAHAHA.
Miss chan said she had so many idea running for the next theme for chalet gathering :)
Then in the night we had majong and Weiting got addicted.
She just learned and I catch no balls so decided to give up and watch them play.
Leon and Yo lee siao one keep doing crazy things making Weiting and Laura laugh like mad.
Me too, somehow when I went into that room!!
But laura the quiet one actually split out her milo and laugh with Weiting while pressing her stomach. HAHA.
Ordered mac delivery, WHY THE HASHBROWN ALL STICK TOGETHER ON THE PAPER!!
My $4 for 2 pieces is so wasted. irritating! Can buy pancakes,milo one you know!
Never gonna order hashbrown again.
I would rather buy myself personally at any macdonal outlet which taste obviously better.
Hot and cripsy. Not soft and sticky.

Also, we played blackjack too.
Gamble at least 50 cents and in the 1st part of the match. There is win and loss.
Weijie was lucky as he won quite a lot of money, so he wanted more.
He told us there'll be 2nd match after macdonal breakfast. We all agreed.
He, however, don't wanna play later but we never let him off so we start the 2nd match soon after.
Lol, at that point of time onwards he started losing money.
Here is his reason :

I shouldn't have gone to the toilet because we're all superstitious. Go toilet means flush away our luck and mine just got wash away but then I really couldn't hold on to my bladder. I had to pee!

So he started losing and somehow he felt frustrated. Haha.
And for the 2nd match I won money as well, including the last match I bet 1.50
Also, I won 5-6 straight matches before that too! :D
Is like taking back what I had lost to my own wallet and can buy sticky candy at clare quay.
But I guess it was the process that matters. It has been so long since I last gamble.
I told myself not to take it too seriously, just for fun.
So yeah, everything is good and I'm happy :)

Miss Chan was busy catching up with us. She didn't eat at all I think.
Asking everybody about how's their life.
She couldn't stay overnight as she's busy with work. Had to work OT after she left at 10.30.
Miss chan also went around to take videos and interview people.
Because she was turning 29 this year, or next year.
She wanna know what we want to be/how do we feel/what we want to do when we're 29.
It was a really exciting video because everyone were running around, hopefully to escape from the interview.
And sorry for the low quality video, lousy camera contributes to the reason.
We should have called ben leow to bring his video camera!! Next time :)
For the next gathering, I'll try to lend a dslr from those who own one.

Also, before bbq starts after staring the fire we were all so hot and tired.
We want to rest and sleep so that we can stay awake throughout the night.
So me and yeowhui went to our room and we started lying on our bed and talking about studies.
It was really comfortable with the aircon.
Then zhaoyuan came in and the door is locked.
Like we didn't even know the door is locked, we just close the door ONLY.
And he said : '' What're you all doing inside huh!! sry to be a lightbulb ''.
I gave the -.-''' look and later samson joined in the conversation as well.
Weiting and timothy worst, lock the door, switch off ALL lights and eating snacks on bed in another room!
Oh wait they closed the curtain as well and it was soooooo dark inside I couldn't see clearly without the lights on.

Went home at around 7 or 8 plus in the morning.
So not looking forward to it.
Nearly overslept till samson called me to wake up on bus 72.
Woke up in the evening,around 5+ and thought that it was morning.LOL!!

Pictures (more on facebook)

*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINRONG

Had a celebration for her during recess together with Tianxing.
I hope both of them enjoy themselves :)

2010-06-29T09:25:00.001-07:00

[Edited]

Had personal talk with sis on Wed night.
I love having personal talk with family and friends, basically people around me.
The world is so small and my sis know who is Mrs Gan!
She was like : '' Oh the one with 2 kids right. very motherly and nice. '' hahaha
And she started sharing about her secondary school days in hougang sec.
Her one is so much more fun and exciting.
Chatted till like 2am before both of us head to bed and today felt extremely tired in school.

PS : My motivation to school is friends.

*

CMC OR MCM.

I can't decide for now because I just read a whole lot of news of top students from NP.
5,6,7 pointers are competing with me.
And how they gradually move on to further studies in top universities overseas. Wow.

CMC will be stuck with chinese forever. I don't want, please.
I am afraid the people inside does not go with me in terms of personality,etc.
MCM my command of english is no fight to others, so definitely will be outcast if I'm joing them.
But the people inside are all fun and nice to be with.
So which one? Is is just either one. I don't want others.
If desperate enough, I'll just go business or tourism and resort management.
Wait, I know it is abit too early to be talking about this but I am applying for DPA.
But well, I am giving up so just do well for Os and join JAE,JPSAE. Study hard, Jiahao!
No matter what, just study..
Get over with Maths. Conquer it, although it sucks.
Sleep now,nights!

Note to self : Try to solve the software problem asap.
I need to transfer my 4000+ messages inside my pc because the whole phone was so laggy.
I could not receive message on time, more of like a few hrs or days later.
Will not delete all the messages, it reminded me so much of my memories especially last year with good friends :)

2010-06-25T11:52:00.000-07:00

[Edited]
I also just finished talking to Rujun on msn!
Amelia and rujun are camp-mates and I just knew it :)
Really nice to talk to her before she went offline to complete her econs hwk while I went to pack my study desk.
Omg no more stacks of notes,worksheets,textbooks.
Everything is back to their respective subject cupboard. I feel so organized now.
Just left with a few on the study table which I will arrange them tomorrow!
Oh and videos uploaded on fb already. Miss Chan LOL!!

Time check : 2.33am and I am still watching korean drama at channel U.

*

After returning back from chalet, everyone are so active in facebook!!
And me and Weiting continue our daily msn chats :)
Plus me and Amelia were talking about hunks and babes at msn too. Hahahah!
We chat till really long like close to 2hrs? Before both of them went offline.
LOL LAH LAUGH LIKE SOME CRAZY ASS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.
We gave each other url links on facebook and comment about how good looking/pretty they are!
It is so good to talk to close friends and gossip about random things!
2E gathering chalet post coming soon :D

Today went out with ben,zy,freddy,daniel.
An afternoon spent at clare quay and vivo city.
Yes bought rock candy at sticky store in central's basement and Kristin, Jamie's wife was so nice.
Because she gave me a lollipop! :)
Also I accidentally drop my rainbow pillow on the floor and they asked me to go and change for a new packet.
Everything was so ''cui'' like powdered form.
Felt abit paiseh because is like normally other people will just ignore it and will not allow us to change for a new one.
This is my first visit there although I had tried rock candy before but didn't went to purchase it personally.
Vivo city to eat desserts omg the mango pomelo was really nice but it cost $5.50.
Had a good time just chilling out with them.
Also went to daiso to buy my chocolate snacks. Yeah for me but no for breakout. :)

2010-06-21T07:13:00.000-07:00

Treat others like how you want others to treat you

OR

Treat others like how they had treated you?

I would choose both. But more towards choice 2.
There is a limit to choice 1.
Sometimes, when you treat people nicely, taking that extra bit of effort to be good.
They don't necessarily take it to heart, in fact they took in for granted.
They think that it is just normal, they do not treat you the way you treated them.
They don't feel anything at all because they simply have TOO MANY amazing people in their life.
So much so that they don't remember you.
Instead, they got influence by their surroundings.
They got affected by rumours, they got affected by lies, and in the end?
They treat you like another complete stranger and weird, it seems just like avoiding you without you noticing.
There were less communication between you and them, the friendship is not as close as before.
There are just this natural awkward feeling you'll feel when you're with the person.
A feeling that close friend will definitely not have it, at all.
Reason is - they were afraid of their friends talking back behind them.
This, is the only way to prevent misunderstanding.
They treated you badly in one way or another, it just suck so much you wish you can kill them.
They do things that disappoint you. They said words with nails piercing through your heart.
The worse thing of all? They don't realise what they did in the end.
They don't feel a sense of guilt.
I wonder what is their heart made of. Perhaps plastic.
A few days later, they pretended nothing happened and TRIED TO BE NICE to you.
They continue the daily jokes, they continue to be humorous, making you at least laugh a little
They forgotten what they had did, their actions, their words, their behaviour.
So I have told myself to treat them back badly too.
They don't deserve to be my friends, no wait they don't even exist in my world.
They don't deserve for me to be nice to them(I have been like this for the past few years)
It is just like serving myself to get bullied, get laughed, get insulted.
I decided I should stand up for myself. Come on. It is not that difficult.
I have dignity. I shouldn't let people like this affect me, I have a life of my own. Thank you.
Although in my religion, it had taught me to treat people normally.
ONE DAY THEY WILL KNOW YOUR EFFORT AND TREAT YOU BACK NICELY.
Regardless if what they did to you, because god will punish one's action.
It is a karma, a cycle. And if you do the same back to them, you'll get punish too.
But I find it pointless to actually punish their soul when they go to hell,
in which what they did is affecting the other party in real life LIKE NOW.
Or maybe when they got punish alive, it is FAR TOO LATE.
So late that either you yourself doesn't even exist, or it is the end of the world.
In drama, usually the ending is maybe they got cancer and die and that's it?
By making a person fall sick and leave the world is not enough to compensate what they had did to a person.
Physically,emotionally,mentally.
And you know what? The one who had always been treated unfairly will pity the bad ones when they fall ill.
This is the point when they ask for forgiveness, and the other party will say : " Its okay. I never blame you"
Everything is then solved. -.-'''

I can't be accepting them and keeping quiet and continue to let everything worsens.
I can't be putting every fake smile and trying to let the moment fly pass.
Pretending that : '' oh, it's okay. I am fine. '' and walk away.
Because that just makes me more stupid and stubborn.
It is the same concept as a girl JUST ONLY LOVE THAT ONE GUY,
which the guy continue to flirt and have sex with other girls.
I should have wake up, be smart and awake of the people around me.
FML.
Someone who can be easily used(when you need me) and dump aside(when you think i'm useless)
Someone who you can simply raise your voice at when you don't even dare to do so with the rest.
Someone which will be easily forgotten, neglected.
This is enough. Everything should end at this point of time.

This one month break was just a period of time when I really reflect about my own life.
How to change and improve on it. My dreams, my goals, what I want.
I will strive towards it.
I hope 10years later when I read this article, I will be a _______.
I will open a _________ and franchise ___________ to Singapore.
Oh wait, just make sure I survive after 2012. Hopefully.
If anyone can fill in the blanks I swear you know me extremely well.
:)

PS : I am jealous of you. Yes, you!! why why why.
Also, publishing this entry doesn't mean I am seeking revenge or what lah!!
I am still a very friendly person and the Jiahao you guys know. :D
Just having this random thought after returning from hat yai, abit emo and just want to blog my feelings out.

Hatyai trip part one :)

2010-06-18T05:56:00.001-07:00

HAT YAI TRIP FROM 15-18 JUNE
LONG POST,PICTURES SPAM

I do not want to divide into 2 entry because the archives will only show one long entry.
So I have decided to blog about all 4 days together with many pictures!
And you guys can stay in my blog longer as well to finish reading :) HAHA.
Sorry if the picture quality sucks because sony camera do not take good shots under low-light condition!
It turns out having a lot of grains.

I personally feel that this year's trip to hat yai is better than last year's bangkok trip.
Last year many things happened, got cheated many times.
But this year we met good people, the tour guide was nice.
He is efficient and he gave us the assurance that we can leave everything to him.
I like how confident he is and said : '' Leave everything to me ''.
The driver was good too, but we forgot to give him tips when we go to the airport.
He has been driving since 17yrs old, and now he is already 57yrs old.
Omg, for 40years? And is still counting.
He told us he started driving single till married, have 5 children and now his daughter is a doctor.

I think it is really fun to try to speak to people in hat yai(another city of Thailand).
I usually speak to them in english, some speak mandarin, and I also speak teochew!
Most of it is teochew though, a dialect language.
And the activities for the day is smooth-sailing.
Also, our hotel is good. Because we're on the same building in a shopping mall.
Meaning below our hotel is a shopping mall so whenever we took the lift to the ground floor.
We had macdonals, kfc, swensens, pizzahut, arcade, sizzler, etc.
And outside is full of push-cart stalls selling food, shirts, shoes, and it was usually very crowded.
Especially in the night.
Then walking a few steps, there were more stalls which means more street-shopping!
Next time we're gonna go another street to shop!! :D

Really miss the times spent with family during the trip for 4d3n.
It was really great, a total of 17 of us! A very big group.
Didn't took much pictures during the third and last day.
Quite wasted though. Hopefully, we'll have more overseas trip and I will take more pictures.
Wore a threadless tee on the first day and bought along blue,green and orange plain tee.
It looks nice without any design on it, I just want the colour to stand out :)

I love the never ending shopping everytime on the crowded streets.
I love how everytime I met singaporeans in a foreign country.
I love to buy what I want at a cheaper price and can still ask for a much lower price.
I love my yellow and sky blue bermudas.
I love how we always chill at macdonals with a total of 17 of us.
I love how I can have fried rice > pizza > swensens > french fries in one day without getting fat.
I love eating, ALOT.
I love my nano for accompanying me through long bus rides.
I love to have a sumptous breakfast everyday when I woke up without worrying about studies.
I love how we always get out of our room and everyone stand outside to talk and go to each other's room.
I love how we always have a gathering when all of our rooms are open, is like the whole level belong to us.
I love how we shouted ''huat ah! '' and applauded,cheered,the smiley faces after the fire crackers had finished burning.
I love how I can lie on bed after shower, watch random shows and fall asleep.
I love how I have aircon almost 24hrs. Van? aircon. Room? Aircon. Except for the shopping part, but i don't mind =P
I love my polo sport shirt, the best buy ever!!

NICE RIGHT I KNOW :D

So on the first day, reached budget terminal and had macdonal breakfast there.
Saw a super cute small boy with curly hair. He looked like a japanese/korea toodler.
I should have took out my camera and snap a pic of him!
Anyway I know this is random but I saw a guy which look like kenneth leong. Lol right!
Is like the way he speak and everything, his look and hair. He behaves like him!
He took the same flight as me, we saw each other at hat yai's shopping street, took the same flight back too.
Anyway, here are some of the pics taken before and during boarding. :)

MUM & DAD :)

In the bag claim international area at hat yai airport upon arrival, aunt lost her luggage.
The luggage contains my uncle, hers, 2 cousins belongings inside!
And aunt said she had expensive facial products as well.
It was careless that we left one luggage at the singapore's counter.
Sis used her blackberry to surf online and called budget terminal to ensure that the luggage is in Singapore.
Budget means budget, service sucks. Singapore airline is much better though.
So aunt and her family had to buy a new set of clothes to wear but it isn't a trouble at all.
Because it can be easily bought on the streets and shopping mall! Very nice design too :)
We were glad that everything is settled as she can collect her luggage when we return.
After that, checked in to hotel and had lunch!

After resting, we all went to have swensens ice cream.
Headed over to shopping mall and mum bought a polo sport slippers!
While crossing over, we saw a reallllyyyy cute puppy dog inside a car.
Also saw a nice wallet(black and blue,style design) but then I already had a leather billabong wallet.
So I had decided not to spend the money unnecessarily.
When I was looking at the long-sleeve clothes, the sales lady were TALKING AND TALKING.
Is like can't she leave me alone to look around?
Whenever I go she kept following me and persuade me to buy!! -.-'''
Got so pissed that I walked off. Extremely irriating.
Please, this is not customer service but is like chasing your customers away.

For dinner, we had it at regency hotel which is just opposite our own hotel.
I had fried rice and I'm missing it right now!
There is live band music in the night and the ambience was good.

After dinner, went for street-shopping, birdnest, massage at the hotel to end off the day. :D
Overall, first day was fruitful and I enjoyed myself.
For continuously 3 nights, mum and dad had massage.
You'll regret if you don't spend 1hr45mins to relax.
The massage lady all came to our hotel(we don't go to the shop).
I used to had massage last time in hatyai when I was young.

DAY 2

It was my favourite colour day!!
I wore a sky blue plain shirt with a blue bermudas. Totally blue :)
Breakfast buffet, activities for the day, shopping, eating, chilling, sleep.
I can tell you I keep eating and it just feels really great to EAT, EAT AND EAT.
Awesome max.
But I have no idea why my weight remains at 45kg.
Anyway, I had hot chocolate with noodles,fries,fried long beans,waffles, and many more!

After breakfast,it was followed by visiting temples and praying.
Went to high hills and mountains and had to climb up the stairs as well.
It was breath-taking to see the view of hat yai at the top.
Also, we went to put fire-crackers as well.
It was sooooo loud I got scared many times but it was super fun!
The cheering and clappings after the fire-crackers had finish burning.
And everyone wish for good luck and fortune, more wealth, shouting ''huat ah!'' with both hands rise up.

For lunch, we head to this place just beside a small village with a sea view.
It was good because the wind was strong at times.
We also went to pray the sleeping Buddha.

Returned back to hotel, rest and shower.
Then you know what? EATING AGAIN!! :)
Had spaghetti at pizza hut with a cup of mocha frappe. Taste heavenly.

Then we all went to tops market to buy lots of snacks back to Singapore!!
There's this potato chips with like seaweed flavour.
It taste just exactly like seaweed shaker fries in Singapore, just that it is chips.
Aunt swap the entire tray and buy nearly like 10 packets of the SAME snacks.
The tray was empty immediately after we left. Lol!!

After buying snacks from tops market, all 17 of us chill at macdonals.
It feels good because I like having many of people around me.
Even if it was just doing nothing but sitting down, talking about random things, laughing.
And uncle bought fruits from the stall outside and I had fries too!
Me and mum also went out to buy ''gueh''. Very different from Singapore.
We spent like about 2 hrs there and that probably sums up day two which is simple and warm. :)

DAY 3

Third day we spent almost the entire day praying as well. :)
Visited a very big cave with buddha statues inside.
It was very cooling and an eye opening experience.
Had more food as it was the last day!! Hahaha.
Also, went to one place but it suppose to be personal so I shall not blog about it here.

In pizza hut..
Me : '' large veggie pizza ''
Waiter : '' okay ''

A moment later..
Waiter : '' I'm sorry we don't have anymore large pan ''
me and sis : '' ?????? ''
WHY GOT LIKE THAT ONE PIZZA HUT NO LARGE PAN? IS LIKE HOW MANY CUSTOMERS THEY HAVE A DAY?
CONFIRM HAVE ONE LOR!!
One piece of pizza per person is definitely not enough for me ):
And we couldn't order 2 medium size pizza because we were close to broke.
We were left with very little amount of thai baht and we do not want to change anymore currency.

For the last day, woke up early in the morning at 5am,
check in to the airport and board the plane at 8.30am.
Yes so that is the fourth day to Singapore!
Why can't the flight be at midnight or something then I can spend the last day at hat yai ):

FINALLY DONE.

2010-06-14T15:56:00.000-07:00

Bye Singapore.
Hello Thailand :D
4 days please last longer don't pass so fast.

2010-06-12T10:10:00.000-07:00

Just came back from leow's place. It's 3am now.
Omg woke up at 1pm today, didn't took my afternoon nap and now I am still wide awake.
Going for lunch with parents later at amk.

It was great to spend my saturday afternoon at his house.
Singing karoake,me listening to kpop songs at the same time.
Eating pizza, watching videos, going to people's facebook and laugh at THEM. Hahah!
And for some disgusting people, we ''eeeeee'' immediately we saw their profile pictures.
We make fun of their pictures when ben just keep clicking next next next.
Daniel was like : '' ben, can you give me a tissue please? '' HAHAHA.
And then we also look through many past year pictures. Seriously, my life in Yuying is really memorable.
Those camps I had attended, pictures taken with AWESOME TEACHERS who left the school.
And those group photos taken with friends and candid shots(my centre parting hair ahhh!)
And also our junior years and how our looks has changed over the years.
Those times spent is just priceless.
Really, it reminds me so much of the past.

It was so fun I couldn't stop laughing about how funny we were.
Plus the videos about the scary dolls.
I don't know what to say leow went to switch off ALL the lights and it was raining slightly outside.
Thanks to all the BIGGGGG pillows around me which makes me feel secure =P
Lots of laughters under the same roof which makes me happy although I am tired :)

Anyway,been a long time since I last listen to 933 morning show.
Yes been waking up in late afternoon ever since the holiday started.
Cruz's at New Zealand, Jiahui injured herself in Japan.
So the upcoming morning show will be hosted by CQ and mary will join him on Wednesday.
However, from tues-fri I'll not be in Singapore.
I miss CQ's night show!! Is like why can't he continue hosting the night show.
It brightens up my night and he always had funny conversation with those special guests invited.
There's this joke segment last time whereby they'll share jokes on air and listeners can call in as well.
Omg I always laugh out loud in the middle of the night :)
Then now his current show is like 10am-12pm, 12pm-2pm(with ivy)
Mostly this time I am having lesson in school or sleeping during the holidays.
So I have decided to wake up at 6.30am ON MONDAY MORNING TO LISTEN TO THE MORNING SHOW.
Yes all the way to 10am I swear I'll just leave the nano on my bed.
Then I'll fall asleep and listen at the same time. Haha!
On Tues I will tune in to the morning show on the way to Budget Terminal.

PS : If you want to say "no", say it. "Maybe" is for people who are afraid to commit.
I found this at JoiChua's twitter.
Seriously, don't you feel irritated by people around you who say maybe, see how lor, etc etc.
They do not confirm with you their answers.
They're afraid to commit, they're afraid that something may happen in between.
They do not want to reject, so they give you a 50% answer.
At the end of the day, the answer is still a NO.
It is just that they keep dragging and is being irresponsible.
Or they simply pretended nothing happen and ignore it till you ask them again.
I, am one of those who always give maybe as an answer if I don't like you,
and yet you ask me to go out or to help you this and that.
I will say maybe/see how lor and give you a fake smile and walk away.

PPS : At Nat's twitter.
With everything that has happened to you,
You can either feel sorry for yourself, or treat what has happened as a gift.
Everything is either an opportunity to grow or an obstacle to keep you from growing.
You get to choose.
Yes, I shall use everything that has happened to me as a pile of strength to keep me going.
Learn from it, pick up the mistakes, and continue my journey :)

PPPS : I laugh when I saw this.
This is gonna be silly: I am sitting in the car in the pouring rain simply cos I don't wanna go to the office to start work. I want sleep!!
I behaves like this too! Love sleeping :)

2010-06-08T04:59:00.000-07:00

APPLE IPHONE 4 IS COMING!! :D

After waiting for such a long time, I really can't wait anymore.
Have been using this temporary phone before N levels when it broke down.
Keep telling myself to buy a new phone but then it is like unnecessary.
It can still function well so I don't need one.
But now recently this phone is breaking down. It keep showing low battery and auto shut off.
ALTHOUGH I HAVE CHARGED LIKE MORE THAN 3 HOURS BEFORE IT!!!!!

Most of the time..
I couldn't reply/send a message to my contact list.
This is freaking annoying!
Is like I saw the message and the other party couldn't recieve my reply.
When they do not get a reply for me, they call me.
And you know what? THEY CAN'T REACH ME.
Although my phone is switch on, they still can't call me AND I CAN'T CALL OUT EITHER.
So what is the point of having this useless phone beside me?
It seems like another device that is not functioning. I just bring it along for the sake of it.

So after saving up $$ since February, I think the day is coming.
I nearly bought iphone 3Gs but thank god I didn't.
Now I will just continue waiting :)

PS : From the news, it said that in September then it'll be on sale in other countries.
And in October I'll be taking my O level.
No way am I suppose to be obsessed with the new phone and affect my studies.
So I guess I will continue using this nokia temporary phone till the end of Os.
):

Probably next month. But I must wait till the end of Os.
Yes what if I buy my iphone 4Gs in July and got too obsessed with the phone and neglect my studies?
I would love to spend all my time on this phone without worrying for my academic results.
So the best time? Yes after O level.
In the meantime, I shall just study hard before this phone comes to my hand in November!
FML ):
http://sg.yfittopostblog.com/2010/06/09/iphone-4-0-to-be-sold-in-spore-by-next-month/

PPS : I had not study anything yet.
I don't think I will.

Note to self before sleeping,
Do not be afraid of failure. Keep trying till you succeed.
Stand up, be strong, be motivated to do whatever you want.
Go pursue your dreams.
Ignore what others said, though they may laughed and insult you behind your back.
Believe in yourself, believe in god.
As well as you tried, put in all your effort, multiply what I have to do my very best.
That is more than enough.
Do not compare yourself with others, everyone's different.
Don't be demoralised if you don't do well. Especially for Maths.
You may be a slow learner, just put in more time than others to do equally well as them.
Don't complain why others are born genius and I have to work like shit in order to get what I want.
That's life. It's unfair. Accept it.
Just keep trying and live with no regrets-the day you get back your O level result.
I am being emo again at 3.37am, Wednesday 9 June. I shall head to bed.

2010-06-03T07:21:00.000-07:00

[Edited]

I AM SUPER HAPPY.
Alv and alfred came and repair my computer today.
Now the speed of the computer is super fast I can easily access any website and it'll not lag at all!
Plus I love using window 7 :)
At the same time, all my things are arranged nicely and my desktop files everything is CLEARED.
And I know how to use itunes already.
Gonna crazily spend the rest of the days transferring songs inside my nano.
I want to have many songs inside my nano while at Thailand! :D

*

One more week to Thailand!!!
I wanna leave singapore.
My temporary phone's dying like seriously.
I still haven't sort out anything like transferring my 4000+inbox messages into my pc.
Probably getting an iphone soon after the holidays.
If I keep procastinating, at the end of the day nothing's gonna be done.

Oh and my pc's dying too I am currently using a laptop.
Ipod Nano's my best friend for now. Thank god or else I wouldn't know how to survive.
I love my orange nano. :)

For now I just wanna repair my pc and transfer songs into my nano!!
I don't wanna listen to the same old songs again and again during those long trips on the bus.
Time's so precious for now.
I want all kpop songs inside!

And also, I am loving Maths lesson!
I love the way how wong is giving us revision worksheets on topics like algebra,etc.
Topics I am weaker and the difficulty of the question increases.
Also, it consist of different types of questions so I can have more exposure and just keep practising.
Please jiahao, just do well in maths. I have no confidence in myself at all.

Things to be done :
Fill up graduation form asap by monday.
Pay $$ for 2E chalet
Arrange my study desk

Okay done.another wordy post with no pictures.
By the way, I think I like study camp.
It is like extended programme during sec 3, and now we're sec 5.
I think it just feels great to hang around with people I know during the holidays in school.
When everyone have the same aim-to strive for Os.

2010-05-30T05:56:00.001-07:00

Good luck for those taking O level Chinese

I have been through the whole process before so I can completely know how you guys are feeling.
Reminds me of last year, I enjoyed the whole intensive period although it was tiring.

During O level chinese,

1. Forgot to take our i/c along then before the start like just left a few mins we all raise our hand, went to take our i/c in the bag and delayed the whole school! LOL. (not just us lah but most of the people didn't know must take i/c so we left it in our bag)

2. The examiner said : '' you may start now ''. I flip the booklet, saw the other table having a yellow sheet of question paper. I did not start on time as I don't have the question paper!

3. Practically after paper 1 everyone started discussing and me and weiting never separate. Haha, we went to take our bag and she even offer to ''lobang'' me home since her house is near mine after the exam ended! :)

I miss those times we had chinese lessons with liu lao shi.
She's the best chinese teacher currently in Yuying.
We completed lots and lots of chinese papers from other schools.
Never ending composition, letter writing and paper 2.
She kept drilling us till we're all so familiarize with what we're doing.
And she returned our work either immediately or by the next day. Super efficient.
The stack of notes she gave is like a treasure to me.
We even returned back to school during the holidays and met her for consultation.
She came early in the morning to comfort us and gave us the moral support in the canteen.
Where to find such an awesome teacher again!?
Oh and she's really motherly we all love and respect her :D

Weiting was my table partner since sec 3 we started our express chinese lesson.
Then most of the time we'll talk crap and laugh or we will quarrel but after a while then we started talking!
And combined class with sec 5A too as they're so damn funny everytime.

After saying so much, what I regretted was securing an A2.
Despite retaking at the end of year after N level, it is still the same.
Did not study hard enough, I guess.
I don't wanna retake this year because what if I don't do well and get another grade.
Then that grade = the final grade and I can't take back my current A2.
So this is just to play safe.
But still, I would like to have an A1 ):

Anyway, I shall just be happy for that.
And I should concentrate more on English and Maths.
Please without both of these subjects you can't enroll into any polytechnic courses!
I pray hard I will study during the 1 month break.
And that some helpful people out there will be willing to guide me in Maths!

PS : I realised my nikon camera the usb cable red wire is being cut off.
Which means I can't upload pics into my computer!
Gonna ask my dad for help and hopefully the usb cable works because I can't fully depend on my sony camera.
I bet the usb cable is still selling in the market because the camera is super old already.

Hsbc tree top walk

2010-05-28T06:49:00.001-07:00

Hello holidays! :D
(I wonder if I will even want to study,omg)

Okay seriously, I have been enjoying EVERYDAY.
Finished watching autumn's concerto, including ALL the behind the scenes.
Now I have got nothing to look forward to ):
Male and female lead in the show were both so great.
They made me laugh loudly in the middle of the night and I slept at 3/4 am after my mid-year ends.
And I couldn't stop re-watching them and continue laughing in my own room.
Oh and that reminds me of my dad wanting me to sleep early or else the utilities bill gonna be too high-.-'''

Anyway, on Tuesday we had hsbc tree top walk for geography student.
Basically, many absent themselves from the treetop walk because you know why.
It is very warm and uncomfortable most of the time. Under the hot sun and rocky pathway.
And I freaking saw a snake and suddenly I jump, so as the snake.
Then the rest behind me got affected too due to my reaction. Haha.
And on Thursday we had dpa talk + auntylucy and xiejiafa from 933 came to our school!
I didn't know lor or else I would have take pics with them lol.
On Friday, had PTC. Don't wanna mention it.
I will improve on my current midyear results. VERYYYYYYY demoralising.

On the other hand SOMETHING TO BE HAPPY ABOUT.
2E'07 gathering is confirmed. Chalet booked!

I am so looking forward to it(but usually the more I look forward to something, it always turns out the other way round). Please don't okay. This is our mid-year gathering and freddy managed to book the one at changi(beside old changi hospital v.scary) which we had in 2008. So many memories there and can someone lend me your dslr for 1 day to take quality pics. I so wanna capture every moment but then my compact camera sucks and no $$ to buy a dslr. Sigh. Reminds me of the class photo we took during 2009 end of year gathering WHICH TURNS OUT ALL BLUR ):
Okay wait. I sounded desperate here.

I will never let this happen again. Bringing my nikon camera together with sony one. But still prefer dslr lahhhhh.

But this picture is nice though :)

Note to self: do not treat you the way you treated me.
Everyone's different. You shall be responsible for your action and you'll get your punishment sooner or later.
I am wondering if you ever felt guilty?
I must not have the thought of revenge/treating you badly as you did to me.
It isn't the right thing to do.
But I will remember everything and whenever I think of it, the hatred IS still there.
But however, I have my own dignity. This is just a form of respect and basic courtesy for one another.
It doesn't mean you can take me for granted.
It IS hard to understand what you're thinking all the time.

PS : I must also stop envying about other people's lives.
This will only makes me miserable and unsatisfied about what is given to me.
But I can't stop comparing myself with others.
In terms of looks and smartness and their quality of life.
Why are some people so clever and good looking and talented and have so many good friends surrounding them and they seem to live their life to the fullest.
They seem to be happy everyday with amazing people surrounding them.
I just need to appreciate myself more.

PPS : It is time to prepare belated birthday presents! :D

End of post-exam week

2010-05-21T04:31:00.000-07:00

[Edited]
Woke up at noon today and went out with dad and mum to bugis!
It's been so long since I went out with them so finally it is the after-exam period! :D
But the time to start studying is coming and I am soooooo not looking forward to say hi to books.
Oh anyway I bought an adidas bag today!!
Happy max. No more cheap 12dollars backpack from peninsular which got torn easily.
Already bought 2 and both got torn in less than like half a year omg.
And I saw a 150 levi's watch(black and gold v.nice). Anyone? HAHAH.

PS: I want to have a new blogskin but I am really lazy to change and edit the html.
It will take hours to do so and days to make it perfect.
In addition, I haven't pack my room yet. Procrastination suck so much.
My study room is still in a big mess, notes and textbooks are practically everywhere.
Please it IS time to put them back into their respective subject drawer.
I feel good when I see everything is so neat and organized :)

PPS : Was looking through many pictures at fb. Was wondering why their life was so awesome.
And mine was like *&^%$#!@!
Seriously, I think we all shld have met together with a car accident.
Let us take turn to exchange souls in each other's body and let me experience the kind of life you guys had.(like those in tv drama)
You know like when you wake up then you realised you are actually someone else infront of the mirror.
Why why why!! I am so jealous

*

Tgif, the end of post-exam week and everyone's having chinese intensive lessons.
The periods before recess are all allocated for chinese, which means I have extra periods.
Wasted 6 hrs this week for sleeping in the library without any revision.
Seriously, I wanna take a break first and be away from the books in the meantime.

Love 下一站，幸福.
Finishing soon. Left a few episodes.
Because of watching this I have been sleeping late at 3am continuously for 4 days!
And wake up at 5.45am. Lol. Bad for the body, real bad.

Got back all the papers. It is time to study already.
Results are all atrocious.
Imagine I got this for O level I am gonna kill myself.
I worked so hard for Ns just to come to Os.
It is time for some self-reflection before the reality come true.

So here it is! The tradition of typing all the results down.
For reference in the future, like who will keep their report book and flip it to see their results right.

English Paper 1: 40/60
English paper 2: 22/50
Total : 55/100, C5.

English can be improved. Especially on paper 2.
Glad that my paper 1 was quite well done personally for my own standard :)

Maths paper 1 : 28/80
Maths paper 2 : 40/100
Total : 37.5/100, F9

Expected results. You reap what you sow.
No effort put in this time, so it is acceptable.
I will brush up on it. No more complain. No more hating the subject. It is a wake-up call.

Chemistry: 72/85
Physics: 67/85
Combined total: 82/100, A1

Generally weaker in Physics than Chemistry.
This is the results I want as compared to Maths.
Invested a lot of time for science. Some of the mistakes are still unforgivable.

SS: 26/50
Geography: 36/50
Combined total: 62/100, B4

Gave up on SEQ by scoring 8 out of 25 as what I studied didn't come out!
As a Geography student, I just write some of the things related to Globalisation.
Thank god SBQ saved me and pulled up my overall.
And also I told myself to try to do well for Geography so the overall marks will be improved.
So the end result? Expected to do terribly but hello B4.
Although this is my first time getting a B as I always maintain an A1/A2 since sec 3.

POA : 51/100, C6

Lol@this. Did last min revision and practises the day before.
Thought I would screw up the whole paper.
And yet I got like border line passes.
This isn't my standard at all but I should be happy for securing at least a pass.

Chinese O levels, A2.

L1R4 : 21(super ridiculous)
Get atleast 15,okay?

******

I love Wednesday's assembly in the hall.
Finally, no more presentation talks.
So anyway, we had a Capella performance by a group of guys from the army.
Reallllyyy good I swear. Makes me wanna sleep more as it was so relaxing!
And the beatboxing guy was awesome. I don't know what is his mouth/tounge made of.
How is it possible to make those car-engines sound? Haha.

Also, on Wednesday is Sis's Graduation and farewell for Miss Yasmine.
Happy Graduation and I am really proud of you!
I know it isn't easy for you to pull through 3 years of poly.
And had to work as a tuition teacher at the same time for pocket money.
With a diploma, you'll be continuing further education to pursue a degree.
Hope everything will be good for you :)

Also, Miss Yasmine will be leaving to be a Counsellor at Singapore Prison.
So we had pizzas as a mini-farewell to her.

2010-05-16T08:53:00.000-07:00

This week rocks. Apart from not attending school. I am spending my days at home.
Surfing the net, watching 下一站，幸福
Especially the weather turns from hot afternoon to rainy evening.
I just lie on my bed under the blanket sleeping and feeling blessed :)
But the thunder woke me up after awhile.

After waking up, watch shrek at channel 5, shengsiong show and now watching the taiwan drama.
Oh and I didn't know Jun yang was one of the judge inside!
Reminds me of p6 days when he's the male contestant I supported in project superstar 1.

I love this kinda lifestyle. Doing whatever I want.
But sadly, it is just for a period of time. ):

And now I have some problems with my nano I am a complete noob at itunes.
I needa seek help from alfred and yeowhui,seriously.
I want korea/chinese/english songs to be organized properly inside my nano.
Currently it is in a mess I don't know what to do it suck so much.
And finally can listen to radio while travelling. Not listening to 933 for close to 2months kills.

PS : I think I will have to adapt to sleep early AGAIN when school reopen.
Slept at like 5am on today morning!
Woke up at 8.45am.
Slept again at 2 all the way to 7. LOL.TELL ME I AM WASTING MY TIME SLEEPING.

After Mid Year

2010-05-12T22:57:00.000-07:00

[Edited]
I bought my orange iPod Nano already!!
Went to epi centre suntec to buy them. Now in charging process for about 7-8 hrs.
And also free one year membership, after 7 days I can register at apple website! :)
Suntec always never fails to remind me about those banquet working days with Taiyang.
When we will always walked past the same old area, rushing as we were late, rushing to catch the last train, complaning about those bitchy aunties at the hotel.

Anyway, I hope I can go out soon so that I'll have pics to be posted!
This post are SUPER wordy.
Oh and my sony camera sucks. Tried to take pics of my nano but failed the flash are too bright.
Under low light condition the pics quality sucks as it got grains.
Just check out a promotion at canon's website for s90 camera. If only I had the $$.
*

HELLO, ARE YOU STILL THERE?

After weeks of not blogging, I am finally back into this space of mine!
The past few weeks was busy for Mid-year, in which I screwed up most of the papers. Lol.
There were simply nothing to blog about because there aren't any interesting things happening around me.
School and home. The usual routine of studying and breaks and continue studying.
I agree to what zy posted on facebook, what everyone likes about exam is early dismissal as early as 10am!
Anyway, I slept at around 3.30am in the morning with my sis preparing to fly to Bangkok!
Bon voyage sis, have a nice holiday with your friends followed by our family trip to Thailand :)

Woke up at 1.30 in the noon while texting with Edison for around 1 hour. He replied my message at like 6am!
What a nice friend right I am sleeping then still wake up to reply his message.
Thinking of not having to go school makes me happy :D
Anyway, we humans are weird. Or maybe, ONLY I AM WEIRD?
During examination period, we don't want to study, we want everything to end fast.
After examination period, I felt empty, I want to study.
I surf the common websites, I read the same people's blogs, I just couldn't find something to entertain myself.
When doing revision, time passes very fast. I can study from 3-9pm, continue from 10-1am.
And a day just end like this.
But here are just some things I SHOULD do during the 5 days break(awesome till max)

1. I wanna watch Taiwan drama 下一站，幸福.

2. Buy an orange ipod nano(maybe) to be my companion. I felt so out of the world for not listening to radio for like a month omg. I don't know what are the latest songs, what is the latest happening in showbiz/chinese media industry, interesting facts deejay will share on air in which I can share with my friends too. I don't know if I should wait for 4gs to be released or just wait for another nokia phone! Because it cost a lot of $$!

3. Watch Ip man 2

4. Arrange my study desk because I simply dump all the notes aside once the subject paper is over.

5. Take care of my face because stress+latenights=breakouts. It is really in bad condition now.

6. Sleep for all I want :)

And I would want to blog about yesterday! Everyone studied so hard for Chemistry.
Basically, our class each of us had at least have one piece of chemistry notes on our hands to recap everything.
Because we were all afraid of Mr Danny which is x100 fierce if you don't do well for the subject.
'' This is disgusting! '' , '' This isn't your standard at all, I am so disappointed'' , '' I am shock ''
He will emphasis, for example on the word disgusting till damn loud you will get freak out with his face expression.
But of course, if you done well then definitely he'll praise you. But rarely,HAHAHA.
Even right till the last min everyone still brings their notes into the exam hall and continue reading!
For me, I didn't study Maths at all.
The day before Maths paper 2 was spent on revising Chemistry
The day before Chemistry paper was ALSO SPENT ON CHEMISTRY.
Very disappointed because I made some careless mistakes which I shouldn't be making ):
Unsaturation is colourless I went and choose orange arg.
After all, he give me nightmare! zz. For what man or am I too stress.

I know I am not going to do well for Mid year.
I know I can improve on maths(I just can't do maths can anyone just JUST help me?)
I know I can do POA just for a reason my mind wasn't concentrating.
I felt frustrated. I don't feel a sense of peace while doing the paper.
I know I can I know I can I know I can ..........
Just don't give up. Please. I want to secure my chinese mass comm at NgeeAnn. IT IS MINE!

*

I would also want to blog about Mother's Day.
Our family didn't express and say I love you, you love me and hug each other kind.
But deep down we know we care about one another and I really treasure my time spending with them :)

This is what I found out at a stranger's blog. Really meaningful!
Here's an article that I've read from the newspaper which touched my heart.
I want to share with you all...

I Hate My Mother

My mom had only one eye. I hated her...she was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students and teachers to support the family. There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEE, your mom only has one eye!" I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear. So I confronted her that day and said, "If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?!!!"

My mom did not respond...

I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings. I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go to Singapore to study. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own, I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts.

Then one day, my mom came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren. When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my children!"

"Get out of here! Now!!!"

And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house in Singapore. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After that reunion, I went to the old shack which my childhood home just out of curiosity. My neighbours said that she has passed away.

I did not shed a single tear.

They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have:

My dearest son,

I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to Singapore and scared your children. I was so glad when I heard you are coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.

I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.

You see...when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.

As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.

So I gave you mine.

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a while whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.

With my love to you.
Your mother

You mean the mum donated one of her eye to her son because he was involved in an accident?
To allow her son, on behalf of her mother, to see the world.
Not to get laughed and get insulted, not to get looked down and have a better life in the future.
So she sacrifice her eye all because just for his son?
She couldn't even get out of bed,
she was falling sick,
she was about to die,
she wanted to see his son for the last time,
she wanted her son to forgive and accept her.
And yet she got despise by him, get chased out while visiting his family in Singapore.
Get laughed by his classmates, living alone after her son came to Singapore for further education.
She was living miserably all this while.
Till the very last end she did not have the chance to live harmoniously and peacefully with his son.
All she wish was probably a proper meal with her son, daughter-in-law and grandchildren.
Really touching ):
I wonder how the son felt when he was reading the letter.

2010-04-21T07:03:00.000-07:00

I don't understand chemistry moles.
I don't understand a single shit in class.
I don't wanna be in this state because this sucks.

Everything is piling up like waiting for me to complete them.

I haven't revise for Midyear yet.
I think it WILL be another series of test in which I will not do well.
Damn. ):

Plus my sis's watching american idol. So do I.
Say bye to Wednesday-not fruitful, at all.

PS : I got 28/60 for maths class test. Happy till max because I only failed by 2 marks!
Seriously, I could have passed without those careless mistake.
I thought everything will turn out the other way round like totally unexpected it to be 28marks!
I believe in do your best, and let god do the rest. :)

Speech Day 2010-AWESOME! :)

2010-04-16T10:11:00.000-07:00

This week isn't as bad as what I thought :)

Monday was photo taking day.
I can't believe how fast time flies and now we are graduating.
I remembered last year was the first time sec 4 normal academic was classified under graduating classes.
Because they were afraid we couldn't make it to sec 5.
But now after one year we're here again, taking our graduating shoot.
Had fun snapping pictures using my own camera with Mr Wong and class.
Seriously, WHY HE IS NOT OUR FORM TEACHER?
There is just this bond between the class and him, just like 2E with Miss Chan.
Anyway, he joined us for our informal shots and we all painted our faces!
Great day that I enjoyed myself :)
What more, it IS the first day of school having vegetarian stall. (after 4months omg)
Now I will not have to see people eating and me myself having pathetic snacks that doesn't fill my stomach AT ALL.
The vendor always give me large amount of serving and call me to eat MORE because I am very skinny. LOL.

Wednesday. Suppose to have Media Club but Miss Yasmine told me that she only wants to meet the sec 3's.
So I can leave and have a good rest at home. Gooooood!

Thursday. Geography and POA paper came out manageable.
But it kills just for memorizing Geography deforestation case study causes and problems ONLY.
That is NOT even a quarter of the whole O level syllabus.

TODAY IS AWESOME TILL THE MAX.
I LOVE FRIDAY! :D

Let me tell you how awesome it is for Speech Day 2010.

Firstly, to start off the presentation ceremony. I overslept and took a cab to school.
Was too tired in the afternoon so I went to take a nap.
My parents told me they DID called me to wake up, the alarm DID rang.
They gave up after several tries as I didn't heard anything and continue sleeping!
Wanted to meet Alfred, he was all along waiting for my phone call AND AT THE END he called me!
Need to meet at 4.30(starting at 6) but I woke up at 5.30.
I don't think there is a need to meet so early lor but still, by the time I woke up is quite late already.
And when I was about to leave, my phone auto shut off due to low battery.
Borrowed phone from dad incase of emergency.
So I reached school, saw LiuJIAHAO and thank god he used the samsung phone before so he helped me to change the language display AND silent mode(my dad's phone have some weird ringtone).
Like just imagine it rang out of a sudden in between the ceremony, will be super embarrassed.

I don't know why the flow of the day is so smooth.
Everyone is so nice, everything is nice, it just makes me happy :)
Mr Peh guided me to take attendance with the science lab lady and Miss Lam to check my seating arrangement.
And he himself even helped me to find my seat!
Throughout the whole process we have been talking and he was like ''top(2nd) N level student leh'' Lol.
And Edison even texted me '' wahseh not bad ah! ''

Saw the express people and we're all prize awardees! Isn't it great? :)
Those who are not also sat around the area so it was just an opportunity to say hi and wave.
Edison and Me get the SMC Book Awards for both 'O' and 'N' level respectively for overall achievements and exemplary conduct.
Mine is Lee Joo Jan Book Award, his is Loo Neng Book Award.
I didn't even expect myself to be in that category! First time.
Top for Combined Humanities(Geography and Social Studies) too.
Plus there is a trophy presented to me! I was totally shock.
Felt honoured to get this award and shake hand with Mr James Lee, chairman of SMC.
Few years back, I was thinking of one day if I can receive an award from him.
So the day arrives-today!
During refreshments, Mrs Chua, Vice Principal smile and came to congratulate me with a hand shake!
Feel honoured once again.
Oh anyway, I had a good chat with James Chan!
I still think he is Chinese! Last time I used to speak to him in mandarin and he'll be like HUH?

Felt so motivated again to study hard because I have been through everything myself.
And the result is all worth it, every effort was paid off.
I hope I will do well for "O" level this year!
No matter how badly I did for school exams.
It is only when you fail then you'll pass!(this reminds me NOT TO GIVE UP IN MATHS)
Because I flunk most of my Maths tests.(very demoralising)
I hope I will not allow myself to fall back, to keep up and remain consistent.
With that, wish me all the best for this year :)

Thanks Rebecca for taking the photos for me.

EDISON AND JIAXIN.HAHAHAHA!

Stephanie's NEW hairstyle :)

Mon ):

2010-04-11T02:52:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow's Monday again which means the start of a new week and a series of TESTSSSSSSSS.

Monday : Photo Taking
Tuesday : Speech day rehearsal
Wednesday : CCA till 5.30 (zzz)
Thursday : Geography and POA tests,Why must both subjects be on the same day!
Friday : E.Maths test + Speech day in the evening

And I am not feeling well again.
My body system is really unstable.
Hate this feeling better go away.
Have not been sick for a long time and this week totally sucks.

I don't enjoy school at all. I need the motivation back.
And life's a complete boredom.

Flu,fever and sore throat.

2010-04-06T05:21:00.000-07:00

Flu, Fever, Sore Throat
Leg cramp, whole body aches.
):

Within just one afternoon.
After my nap I woke up and my throat was so painful! Every drip of saliva that I swallow is like piercing pain.
Then my nose started running and I felt feverish!
Today in school I felt cold and unwell.
Was having headache and my eyes was super painful!
I guess I got it from my partner sitting behind me. -.-
Deciding if I should go school tomorrow as I think I will be drop dead once I reach home at 6 after cca.
Plus MediaClub is at library and computer lab. Even worst.
I hate the feeling of falling sick.
After running 2.4km, my whole leg was so cramp and I have difficulty walking.
And my sit and reach was really bad. Just passed with the help of friends!
I can't stretch!
I think only Mr Lawrence can help me to do stretching during his warm up lesson which I attended once.

I very lazy to complete SS homework.

*

On April Fool's.

Got tricked. Zy told me Miss Loo was absent.
Everyone,including me was very happy because I don't really like attending her lesson.
While we took our own sweet time to walk to 5N2, we saw her there!
I was like '' siaaaaaaannnn.. ''
Then later zy told me leow going to Germany for his YOG thing.
I told him he better not migrate there or else I'll kill him.
But before I head to bed he said today is April fool.
What? I got prank easily?

*

On the other hand, I guess my life is somehow corrupted.
I am still trying to fix it and yeah,thanks to those who encourage me.
Anyway, I didn't thought that things will turn out to be this way.
It was just a small quarrel.
Perhaps, you may think I didn't appreciate for the things you had done as a friend.
But no, I did. But I don't know why it turns out to be something so serious.
It doesn't mean by quarrelling=not appreciating.
Keep quiet and doesn't voice out =not appreciating.
Its something PERSONAL. I don't have to show it as well as I know it myself.

Tried to talk, tried to solve it by having a nice talk during recess.
But I saw something while buying drinks.
Took off my bag, off to level 3.
I have no idea why I am becoming so bhb and thick skin.
You all just showed me a sign of not welcoming.Oh well.
There IS a misunderstanding.

*

I realised that I should only joke to those who can take it.
Do you even meet this kind of people?
They play with you, they make fun of you, and yet at the end of the day when you do the same to them.
They got angry.
So now, if you joke with me.
I will just smile and not say a word AT ALL.
I shall accept the person you are and react the way I should.
I am not referring to you, if you're reading. It's a male.

*

My blog is very boring.
No new pictures. No new events happening.
It was just plain school and home.

*

PS : I just had like some nightmare yesterday!

1. Get 18/20 for Mr Danny's test and yet he wrote : '' This is the worst mark you have gotten,you will get out of the class if you get this result again '' I remembered in the dream my heart pump very fast and I was like what happened while fliping the paper.

2. Quarelled with Cousin and Angie and scolded cb in my dream! I scream like crazy and is very agitated.
So vulgar, better NOT be the truth and WILL never scold that word :)

3. Zy appear to work at kfc in my dream -.-'''

4. Weiting appears from long hair to having spiky hair like her idol. Me and a group of friends said VERY PRETTY. LOL TO THE MAX.

5. Many more,all is very weird and I woke up laughing to myself.

Thanking god for what I have :)

2010-03-26T08:59:00.000-07:00

Currently looking through pictures for different happenings in my life.
And I had a good rest from 2.30-7pm and now I am slacking and spending personal time infront of the computer.
With no disruption but is just me myself.
This is really great and I thank god for placing amazing people by my side.
And also blessed me with my family.
Without them, my life won't be as great.
:)

I don't need the world, I need the ones I love.

[Edited]

While I was emo-ing, Angie facebook-ed me so we chatted there for quite a long time.
She left first as she wanted to study for her GP. But then again suddenly a moment later, she msn-ed me!
Then we started to live call each other and we talked about LOTS OF RANDOM THINGS.
We chatted for like more than 1 hour if I am not wrong,gossip about others,laughing crazily in the middle of the night.
And normally we'll talk through the phone,which charges $$.
But through msn, she used her earpiece, I used my headset.
Its freeeee! Absolutely great.
We are all close friends even though we're in different school now.
Separation doesn't mean to affect friendship. Its just part and parcel of life.
We can't keep staying at where we are now,
we need to move on and continue with our life.
I am glad I continue to stay in contact with this group of primary school friends.
Amelia,Meiqi,Angie are all my friends since primary 1 and I treasure this friendship between us.
Felicia,Taiyang,Simin you're not forgotten!
I want to live call people again and lets meet up soon alright.
At the same time, pass me all your knowledge to prepare me for O level! LOL.

Awesome rainy weather in the morning

2010-03-20T09:18:00.000-07:00

下雨的早上，睡到自然醒。感謝老天爺

Saw this at twitter.
Totally agree with her, seriously. I LOVE THE WEATHER TODAY.
It was very cooling and I just keep hiding under the blanket and sleeeeeeep.
Can't seem to be awake most of the time.
And seriously, during this 1 week break I sleep alot and I loveeeeeeee it :)
Can't have a good rest once school reopen so I am trying to sleep as much as I can NOW.

PS : I am going to download the programme and transfer all my message into my pc asap.

PPS : Iphone is out of stock -.-'''

PPPS : Zero done for holiday assignments and Geography project presentation is like this coming Wednesday.
Other groups are mostly done but OUR GROUP haven't even started. Oh whatever.

PPPPS : I don't want school to start. I don't like school. I hate waking up at 5.45am in the morning. Its great to wake up at 6.30am (on some days during the 1 week break) , and tell myself '' today is holiday, normally I will have to wake up and prepare for school but now I can continue sleeping! yayness'' and continue to sleep. I must be crazy. But all this is going to end omg. Really enjoyed my holidays,so no regret. :) Back to school again.

Prefectorial Board BBQ :)

2010-03-18T08:18:00.000-07:00

Another day spent at Pasir Ris park

Holidays are here and I haven't even start studying.
No wait, I intend to study but then I guess I have no time for it.
I have been enjoying myself to the maximum and I swear I love it :)

Prefectorial board BBQ yesterday at Pasir Ris park.
There were 4 bbq pits for each department : Training,Event Support,Public Relations and Welfare.
It was a good day catching up with everyone and the weather was great too!
Perfect for outing like this.

Started off the day by meeting Aaron, Jocelin, Zy and juniors from welfare department at Kovan.
Popular to buy books and cold storage for drinks.
Thanks Jocelin for using your voucher and helped us to buy drinks.
Headed back to school to meet the rest, and we all took 53 together.

It was extremely hot so once we reached.
Jon,Rachel,Aaron,Zy,Freddy,Leow and I went to macdonal and walked around ehub.
We talked about random topics and about prefects.
Those days of doing duties, raising red card, pulling flag, pledge, announcements, etc.
I remembered while pulling the flag the seniors will say '' faster faster, slower slower '',
and we had to estimate the rhythm ourselves!
Also talked about lame jokes that I guess I was the only one laughing. Lol.
Played frisbee after leaving macdonal. It was soooooo fun + strong wind was blowing in our direction.
I kept singing song LOUDLY and raising up both of my hands, as if I am shooting an MTV.
Leow can't stop laughing! Haha.
I also took this opportunity to learn cycling.
Yes so embarrassing 17 years old already still don't know how to cycle.
And thanks for all of your patient. I suck.

Seniors came and some got drag down into the sea.
Had no choice but also being sabotage to go down the water and got splashed by them.
Muddy,wet,dirty,no extra clothes to change.
Went to the toilet and wash up.
Here's what happened :

Me : '' lets wash our feet! '' (not wearing specs, thought the tap is around knee area)
Zy and Aaron : '' Okay ''
Me, not realising the shower tap is above went to switch on and the water fall from the top.
Zy and aaron laugh like crazy because they didn't notice that too! I am so silly.
WE GOT EVEN MORE WET THAN BEFORE!
Ended up we wash our hair,shirt and pants and the cold wind left us trembling.

My camera was lost in the night when I can't feel it in my pocket.
It was empty and I started to get freaked out.
But in the end Zy found it after we search the field area for 4 times can you imagine?
My feeling just tells me that IT SHOULD BE THE AREA NO MATTER WHAT MUST FIND!
So we go again and again to search for it in the night.
It was so dark but we used Zy's phone flash light to keep searching.
Thank god for it because I prayed so hard in my heart.
And the rest who helped me to find too!
I know its a sucky camera but after all, it's STILL a camera I spent about 200+ dollars.
Glad that the camera is not lost. :)

Farewell and goodbye to them at around 9.30pm.
We very thick-skin went to every department and say byebye. hahah!
Crap and talk nonsense on the way to the bus-stop.
Aaron was very sleepy as he woke up at 4am to send jovan off then still come for bbq.
Me being a nice friend decided that I should follow him to take 112 after we alight at Yuying's bus-stop.
To play safe or else he'll sure confirm oversleep and miss his stop so I must call him to wake up.
After all 112 will just loop one round and I can alight at the bus-stop opposite my house :)
Omg I am such a nice friend, seriously. =P

PS : Tomorrow's another day out with family. Woohoo.

Oh ya some of my entry I published recently had went to archives.
So here it is if you miss it! :D

Happy 17th Birthday

Yuying 100th Anniverary Food and Fun Fair

Pictures :)
Oh ya took with Rachel and Jon but then leow didn't realised it was in video mode.
So practically we stared at the camera for 3 seconds! Haha.

AWESOME FUN TODAY AT ESCAPE!!!!!!!

2010-03-16T04:27:00.000-07:00

AWESOME FUN TODAY AT ESCAPE!!!!!!!

Last year, everyone were complaning that the school was biased because they did not include n/a for the trip.
But then this year after N levels and coming to O, finally we joined the sec 4 express to escape! :)
Okay I swear it was the best ever
Most of our time were spent at viking and wet&wild.
I only knew that the last time I went to escape was primary 4!
Now I am already sec 5 omg? And it was my second time there.

There was once whereby ALL sec 5's together with teachers(danny,kok,siwei,jameson,justina,) have a ride together.
Everyone were damn high and WE(5N1&5N2) occupied the whole pirate ship!
It was so damn fun seriously we just kept shouting,screaming,cheering,laughing.
Throughout the process everyone were so noisy and it just hype up the whole atmosphere!
And for the firs time I tried sitting at the last row and it was greaaaaaat!
Mr danny was laughing at Daniel because he was quite scared and his face expression,
I heard he was doing some '' breath in breath out '' thing as if he was a pregnant woman giving birth!
Lol we just kept laughing while he told us about it.
Yes and for that few minutes we were just having fun and enjoying ourselves.
And also the people on the other side was making funny faces and we raise our hands, cass making love shape LOL!
What more, the guy working there is ahmad, an ex student of Yuying!
So practically its Yuying-ians day !!! :)
Also while with clique we all got so damn high we shouted like snsd,shinee,5n1,etc etc.
'' Ready? 1-2-3 *scream whatever nonsense* '' HAHAH!
Xinrong's very brave lor! Afraid of height but still joined us twice :)
Zy nearly vomited, his face looked pale.
Then after dismissal me and freddy went to pirate ship again, it was a COMPLETE DIFFERENT EXPERIENCE.
No clique, no class, its me and strangers(sec 4 express) and usually I'll shout for fun.
But then when I was with them, I didn't scream at all.
It was awkward, not being my usual self at all.
That proves that 5N1 rocks :)

Wet and wild was awesome too!
Played more than 5 times.
Got wet like crazy, thankfully to the extra clothes I bought.
But in the end I also didn't change, let it dry while playing other rides.

Haunted house I went in twice.
Thought there would be people coming out to scare us but to no avail.

Also went for this ride (forgot the name) whereby you can just sit on this car and spray water!
Had a hard time parking properly because I had difficulty controlling the direction of the car. Lol!

Last but not least.
Thanks Xinrong for helping me to take pictures(if not I'll not have so many pics to post in blog/facebook)
And also everyone for spending such a wonderful day WITH me.
I will tag you guys at facebook by tomorrow and send you full size pics if you want it through email.

PS : I super love our cute elephant class tee with my name printed on it. Hahah. :)

PPS : I nearly lost my wallet today at macdonald.
Thank god for the staff who cleaned our table saw and told me about it.
Or else I would have left it there and.....

PPPS : I accidentally make my specs spoil again gonna sent for repair -.-'''
The metal thing drop off lah zz.

A group picture to start off the day! :D

Zy see what you did to my hair then I didn't face the camera!

Thanks to those who smile to the camera! :)

Eugene was so high today!

ALL OF US :D

Yuying 100th Anniversary Food and Fun Fair

2010-03-13T06:22:00.000-08:00

Yuying 100th Anniversary Food and Fun Fair

Slept at 3am. Woke up at 7 nearly 8.
Completely exhausted.
It's really such a great time for everyone to catch up with one another :)
Especially seeing all the express mates!
Food food and more food.. I love the coffee ice cream.
Was at the song dedicating booth and they played SNSD gee,tell me your wish,oh,
Shinee's ringdingdong, amigo, juliet, and many chinese/english songs together with kpop songs!
And while at the canteen I saw many people were also singing along while gee is playing.
Then right there was this guy dancing and singing omg LOL!

Not forgetting Miss Ida. Practically strict with us and we all got freaked out.
Walked in to class, didn't smile AT ALL, stare at us : '' EVERYONE STAND UP. ATTIRE CHECK ''
We, as a new sec 1 student was completely damn scared and I got caught due to my finger nails.
Then the next lesson onwards she suddenly became very enthusiastic in class during literature.
Making it very interesting and we were all enjoying the lesson.
Then after some time we then knew that she's a nice teacher but just strict at times in order to maintain discipline.
I remembered all our files were NEATLY ARRANGED. None of us dare to miss any single notes.
Our behaviour and attire were perfect. Even the naughty ones were afraid of her.
We tried our best to study for any class tests and everyone kept the storybook in our bag EVERYDAY.
In order to '' play safe '' or else we gonna be punished by not bringing the necessary materials for class.
Those were the times with my center parting hair. The friends I made from sec 1 till now.
Jo,xinrong,zy,yh,leow,many more.
Leow and Jojo were both my table partner respetively for half a year.
And I remembered me and Jo will always randomly sing songs or quarrel for small little things.
How fast time flies. Its already 4 years!
And so.. she got married.. have a son.. and I am glad to see her once again.
Will continue to keep in touch with her.

Interviewed Yi En and Huan Ta and Mdm Wong regarding origami eagles.
A task assigned by Mr Lawrence to me and Zy.
Omg Mdm Wong was super nice! It was fun just video-ing the interview with her.
She forgot the lines and we keep having to retake. Haha.
Lots of laughters during the process.
And she even gave us the blue shirt for the carnival when we requested for it! :)
But I don't know why the video came out okay for the 2 students but the one with Mdm Wong was like low-quality?
I just feel that there IS a difference like the video turns out quite pixelated.

Overall, I love today because its not like waking up in the late afternoon > lunch > sleep AGAIN > dinner > tv > sleep.
It was well-spent in school :)

Blogger is currently having a new feature called Auto Pagination.
Very little post are being shown at the main page. WHY WHY WHY?
Now I currently only have 2 posts and the rest went to archives.
Normally will have around 5 posts being shown(no matter how long the entry is)

Anyway, pictures spam again!
Will post them up to facebook asap and tag you guys soon okay.

Station games.

So adorable!

Do you believe harrison is already SECONDARY 3? haha!

Miss Ida :D

JIAHAO!!!!!!!!!! :D

Group Picture :)

I love this picture! :)

Happy 17th birthday :)

2010-03-12T05:41:00.001-08:00

Not really a good friday,
but let's welcome one week of break!

Everything goes to waste. I tried,but just did extremely bad today.
8pm-2am, redoing all the tests papers and revision exercises yesterday.
But then my mind just isn't right for the 50 marks maths test in the morning.
It sucks till the max, I screwed up my test today. Totally flunk.
Left around 20marks questions undone,YES not complete.
I don't know why I gave up but then I tried to attempt but the answers just didn't come out of my mind.
Oh well. I felt so useless and stupid.
Having a feeling I'll be getting like 10/50 or something. Maybe worst.
I shall work on my maths then. Through this worst experience.
I have been thinking too much recently. I need to get back to the my usual self.

Met leow for lunch today.
Collected my specs which was sent for service, the optician told me they change a new one for me!
I don't know how to explain the part of the specs. Its just 2 metal small pieces.
Yes not as dirty as before, I think they spend lots of time cleaning my frame and lens. HAHA.
It was really in bad condition but now I have got this motivation to keep it clean.

Anyway, he's being nice today lor.
Treated me grass jelly, a whole big cup I drank less than half of it
And even gave me a taxi ride back home while he's going to compass point.
Reminds of me Weiting last year after the June papers whereby she gave me a ride back home too!

*

I just called starhub to request for my voucher.
It actually expires after one month so have to re-apply again.
After getting the vouchers(most probably because I'll continue my contract with them),
I SHOULD be getting an iphone3gs. Maybe, but no radio and bluetooth leh.
Any other alternative?
All my friends were saying I have been saying I want to change my phone ever since after N levels.
But no action have been done. Lol.
This current phone is dying. I need someone to help me transfer my 3000+ inbox messages to PC.

*

Almost full schedule for March holidays. Wanted to revise but er?

Saturday - Yuying 100th Anniversary food and fun fair (I have to take pics,videos and do report!!!)
Sunday - Marina barrage
Monday - 4 hrs of Chemistry remedial (I haven't done my Chemistry homework HOW)
Tuesday - Escape Theme Park Science Trial
Wednesday - Media Club workshop and Prefectorial Board BBQ

I have no plans for the rest of the days. I hope this holidays will be a fruitful one.
I needa sit down and study, please! Being very VERY VERY lazy. This isn't me, at all.
I think my confidence level have decrease after since today's Maths paper.
Hope it'll not affect my other subjects.

*

Surprise belated birthday celebration.

I was very angry and disappointed because no one seem to care about my day.
Whereby I actually helped to celebrate FOR them, WITH them.
Some sort of in the ''planning commitee'' with friends to collect money and the rest will buy presents.
Meet up together to give a surprise, sing birthday song, etc.
But mine was like seriously nothing at all.
It wasn't important to the rest. I mean I can't feel the sincerity at all.
Everyone's acting very weirdly in a way or another.
I just felt that the whole flow of the day sucks.
Rant everything to Jo while we were on our way back.
Yes like I felt so much better because I have got NO ONE to talk to except by blogging at Lj.
Anyway, thanks for what you guys have done :)

Actually on the day itself I already knew what was gonna happened.
Vic hold the card, I tried to get close with her and she just hid the card at the back.
Jo asking the rest to write their birthday wishes on the card.
The rest were asking if '' they got come '' so I assume is IF THEY GOT COME MY HOUSE. =P
Yes indeed at around 7 the gang came and thanks for the self-made brownie and shirt from future men!
They also gave me a card drawn by Jojo,I think? haha.
Everyone were so high at my living room, taking pics, playing Gee and Ringdingdong.
Xinrong and Amalina was so funny omg!
Sophia came after a while and we continue taking pictures.
Went to the playground and own sweet home after that.
It was a simple and happy day for me that I have such friends.

Okay no photoshop is done I am super lazy.
My pimply face ):
Break out. Zzz.

PS : Pictures spam. 103 taken on my camera, 50 is chosen to be posted here!
Still got the rest at Amalina's camera. :)

Xinrong and Amalina DANCING?

2010-03-07T08:03:00.001-08:00

[Edited]
103 photos taken. Excluding the pics at Amalina's camera.
Thanks guys for giving me a surprise belated birthday celebration!
Will blog about it soon. Wonder if I need to photoshop my face during this weekend because I look really bad.
If only I have the time though.
Anyway, I will pass the thumd drive around so just grab any pics from there.
It will be troublesome to attach 50 pics each through 1 email .

Oh and anyway its really great that 933 start their morning show at 6am!!!!!!!!
Other radio station,913,987,class95,883,1003,958,972 almost ALL radio stations started their morning show at 6.
Now 933 finally join them and am so glad because I will have companion while on the way to school!
I shall go to take my afternoon nap BUT before that..my message is one of the many at cruzteng's blog! :)

*

I hate breakouts ):
Acne cream bought, been running out of it!
Hope it faster clears all the pimples because it really sucks.
It was also my laziness because I have not been applying it and sleeping late which causes this to happen.

*

Oh and my right ear started to hurt alot.
For months I have been tolerating this pain because I thought that it's nothing much.
But then these few days it hurt extremely like hell when I wore my current specs(green and yellow).
And the sides of my right ear have this dried blood thing like a whole piece there and the area around it is swollen.
I guess it was a small infection so I have decided I shall wear my geek(black simple frame) specs tmr to school!
Perhaps for one whole week.
For goodness sake I will also visit the optician to adjust and loosen my current specs frame.
In the mean time I shall stick to this geek specs because it reminded me of my working days at hotel during last year.
When I am being force to gel my hair and wear this geek specs then the other guys at mrt cabin keep staring at me.
I guess they thought I am a complete nerd. Lol!

*

Sorry but I think my blog is really dead now.
Nothing interesting is happening and no pictures taken.
So basically I have got nothing to blog about(except at lj where only 4 people know).
Life in school is always the same.
And I wasted my weekends away by watching korea dramas and sticking myself infront of the computer.
I have got better things to do, lots of topics to revise and study!
Self control is very important and I must have time management on when to play and study.
Its already March so if I don't wake up my ideas I really can't imagine the consequences..
Yes yes yes please just do it for once and for all! Already stayed for 1 extra year.
I don't want to retake and waste another 1 year. Please.

*

Was happy that mix, a Thai friend whom me and sis had met last year chatted with me at msn.
I mean all along we have been staying contact online.
He asked about how me and sis were and am glad that he's fine too.
We will continue to stay in touch with him.
Also, he called us not to forget to give him a call at Thai during this June.
Yes a 4D3N trip there I can't wait to leave Singapore during the 1 month break!
Urban city with pressure,challenges,fast-pace life with people oblivion about what they're doing.
So many people walking with a meaningless life, they seem to be half asleep.
Even when they're busy doing things they think ARE important.

*

School tomorrow!
Social Studies, Maths, and maybe Geography test.
March holidays will be a short plus fruitful one! I hope so.
I shall end this boring and random post and head to the bed nowwwwwww!

2010-03-02T03:43:00.001-08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY.

The worst so far.
Lucky I didn't look forward because I knew everything don't turn out the way I want.
Everything at Lj. Should not elaborate further.
Still,thanks to those who wished,who remembered.
Fully appreciated :)

PS : I didn't know you are like this. First and now, twice.
Such selfish act won't get you far in life. I hate you,you and you and will never forget what you guys did.

PPS : Today's career fair and workshop was awesome! I love the trainers,they were so funny and making all of us laugh like mad and I really enjoyed the workshop. The 1.5 hrs is not enough,seriously. Its good to have a good laugh at your birthday. At the same time,learning interview skills and my future career! Never fell asleep too. :) What more, only half day lessons! And my future job is actor,dancer,stage and drama,lawyer,deejay,many more.
The above are just some of the jobs I wrote down to remind myself I want to be one of them :)
It will be impossible to see me as a dancer because really I couldn't imagine myself dancing. It sucks! Lol. Imagine me dancing hip-hop wearing half quarter pants and a cap omg.-.-'''

Pulled through this week :)

2010-02-26T11:03:00.001-08:00

I pulled through this week! :D

This week was full of common tests and it was really busy for me.
Monday - English and Maths
Tuesday - Social Studies
Wednesday - Combined Science(Chem/Phy) + Geography-natural vegetation + CCA all the way till 5.30pm!
Thurs and Fri - No tests, it was a short break for me to watch tv once I reached home.
Left school today at 12.40 pm. Took an afternoon nap from 2 all the way till 7! The feeling's damn good:)
Sat- Third aunt and grandma's place
Sun - Morning at tg, afternoon and night at grandma's place.

The coming week
Mon - Physics class test(to help to pull up our physics marks)
Tuesday - Happy 17th + career fair in the afternoon(please study hard to get into NP!)
Wednesday - 'O' Level Internal Oral (I want to ace my reading and conversation)
Thursday - POA test-incomplete records
Friday - I have no idea

It may sound really packed but actually it don't.
Infact I am trying to enjoy the process and time will pass faster instead of thinking too much.

Oh and I passed my Maths common test omg?
Its like I felt so *&^%$#@! after checking my answers with friends after the test.
But well, as what others have been saying. Do your best and let god do the rest.
Eventually all those expected ''anyhow do questions'' came out correct! I knew how to do it LOL!!!!!!
I think I suspect about my own ability to do well in anything.
Say hello to 27/35. Learn from my own mistakes and strive in O levels!

Physics was demoralising. Yes I don't know how to draw the sound wave and make lots of careless mistakes!
Can anyone reading this offer your help please?
I get 17/25. I don't dare to think of Chemistry. But well, I tried.

Lastly, I went to detention for the FIRST TIME IN YUYING.
Yes in the morning I was too rush and forgot to bring my P.E short.
No warning given, straight detention for 1 hour. Total boredom. ):
Miss Lina was like '' This is the first time I see you here leh. ''

PS : I haven't tell you guys I changed my school bag! After like 4 years.
Yes the bag on the left is the bag I have been using through secondary school till then I decided to change it.
Inside were torn with many dust and everything just seems to be spoilt.
Bought this bag after psle in 2005. Now its already 2010!
And I super love my new bag on the right. Twice the bigger than the previous one! Lol.

Chinese New Year :)

2010-02-19T07:09:00.000-08:00

[Edited]
Omg I am super lazy to study for common test =/
I just looked through those messages sent with friends during the N level period.
Reminds me of the process that I had been through.
There's like 3042 messages stored in my inbox.
Idiot temporary phone only have like 100+mb of storage spage.
So I have to keep deleting my sent messages and the cable couldn't work to transfer them into my computer.
Sucks. Now I don't know if I want to change my phone before my birthday or June (when my 2 yrs contract ends)

*

Finally back blogging!
Created a livejournal account so I'll blog there because some things are still gonna be kept personal.
I will give you, you and you the link to read for those who understand me well :)
Because you wouldn't want to see my emo self.
The way I type with vulgarities and ranting non-stop for no reason.

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How's your CNY? Mine was alright,still the same.
Eve - Reunion dinner with family(dad,mum,sis,me)
Chu 1 - bugis for movie
Chu 2 - Grandma's place
Chu 3 - No plans,stayed at home. Father's side 3rd aunt went overseas,will have a postponed visit instead.
That's about it. I am a boring person.
Have no bunch of good friends to meet up and perhaps gather at one's place.
I am viewing facebook pictures and all of my friends CNY is so much more interesting with visitings.

So we watched the movie 14blades. I tell you its awesome I love the movie!
I was all awake throughout,even my grandpa didn't fall asleep too.
The fighting scene and desserted place, actors and actresses, the storyline.
Its FAR better than treasure hunter,which the movie is similar to this one.
I didn't watch mulan because its the same female lead actor acting in 14 blades.
Must watch! :)

Chu 2 was spent at grandma's place.
Took pictures with cousins and yes, a fruitful afternoon spent with family.

The big crowd in front of the temple

*

End of this week.
Took back some of the class tests.

Chemistry : 22/30
Maths : 18/35

Lol for maths matrix class test omg? I didn't study as I was busy preparing for CNY.
Need to arrange and pack everything.
I only flip through the textbook in the morning and sit for the class test.
And I am proud that I passed by 1/2 mark. Haha.
Okay lah I'll put in more effort for this upcoming common test alright?
I needa do well for Maths but then again. I hate it and thus, weak in the subject.
No choice,gonna hang in there.

For Chemistry, I am quite satisfied with the result.
But I can do so much better without all those careless mistakes.
Learn from it and I am determined to study hard because I told myself after CNY it will be the time to study.
I cannot slack.
I need to prepare early.
I need to stay consistent.
I need to pay attention in class.
I must stop thinking too much.
Also, not forgetting to enjoy this whole process in secondary school.
Many people regardless if its in person,blog,facebook were saying how much they miss secondary school life.
I am going to treasure it, take as many pictures as possible with my form class for memories.
Love all those funny/nonsense/crap things we do everyday in school.
But why issit not Wong as our form teacher? Zzz. I still can't accept her yet, so does others.

PS : My birthday is just 1+ more weeks! I can't believe I am turning 17. How fast time flies.
I still behave like lower secondary.
Please buy me Panasonic lumix lx3, iPhone3gs, ipod touch, watch, many shirt+bermudas. Haha.
I am daydreaming,again.
But frankly speaking, I am not looking forward to this year's birthday.
Its not gonna be a good one.

PPS : I didn't help out at Chingay this year!
Went at 2007 as audience, 2008 and 2009 as a volunteer helper.
Omg I think I should go lor its like so fun!
This year's parade involves some 7,000 performers, including those from countries like Bhutan, Indonesia and Japan.
There will also be 17 colourful and glittering floats.
I can take many nice pictures plus can get high together with the performers at the back.
All very enthusiastic and can make new friends also! Okay nevermind,haha.

Chinese New Year Celebration :)

2010-02-12T07:15:00.001-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! :D

Went to school today. Only had 3 period of lessons!
But after physics is MATHS = class test on matrices. Oh please hope I pass.
Because I passed my Sets class tests which I just studied in the morning. Lol!
16/30 is a achievement okay because after all, its my weakest subject.
But thank god I did pay attention in class and complete all the homeworks and exercises.
So the last minute revision was effective.

So we went to the hall for CNY celebration and it was very fun as everyone is damn high.
Haha,cheered for our class when they danced on stage.
Recorded down the whole process :)

Saw many familiar faces again as the ''graduated seniors'' came back to visit the teachers. =P
Took pictures and left the school.
When I was on the way to popular bookstore to buy my stationery.
Saw Xinrong,Sophia and Ben. Headed to white tangerine and I had fries basket as I wasn't very full.
Just wanna have a bite.
Had a good chat with all of them and we went on separate ways after that.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR WONG :)

2010-02-08T03:50:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR WONG.

We celebrated his birthday today after school and it was totally fun like last year
Took many pictures and I want to take as many as possible for different events for keep-sake.
Its the last year of secondary school life. :)
Anyway, pictures shall do the talking.

PS : I still regard him as my form teacher. Lol, everyone does.

Hahaha.

While singing birthday song

They make a heart shape so if I crop the class pics it looks like.... LOL.

CNY shopping :D

2010-02-07T06:39:00.001-08:00

I am done with CNY shopping.

Went out with Jo,Xinrong and Samson today to expo robinson sale and bugis.
On the way back from bugis something scary happened on the bus. I got freaked out.
Should not elaborate further.
Anyway, I bought my things and snacks for CNY.
And is trying not to eat them before CNY or I'll have more pimples. LOL.
But its the same while eating during CNY and I am going to have a pimply face when school reopen.
Because its all CHOCOLATE. I can't resist my temptation to have them all in my mouth.

Oh and yesterday I went to G2000 sale and it was awesome to just buy whatever I want.
Like when you have the cash and you can have what you really wanted.
I hate the feeling of having not enough money and WANTED something AND yet I could not afford.
That feeling sucks,totally. And I'll be trying so hard to comfort myself not to buy it and walked away.
Things I bought : Sky blue long sleeve shirt, Lime green short sleeve shirt and long pants.
Still deciding if I should get a blazer because its totally more worth than the original price.

Even though I spent a bomb but I guess everything IS worth it.
After all, its only once per year :)
I have no idea why am I so looking forward to CNY this year.
Shirts,bermudas,wax,watch,hiavanas,belt,bag,wallet,water bottle,pencil case,shoes,etc... :D
Yesterday I went to bugis too to buy my bermudas with my mum and the uncle was so friendly and nice.
His workers are all very polite to me and I like the way they served me.
And at first I bought 2 bermudas at the cost of 27 but he sold it to me at 25.
Then I saw this red bermudas(lol,attract attention only) and then I went to buy it and he sold it to me at 10!!!!!!!
Hello other shops no matter how I bargain from 15 the most is 1 dollar discount.
But this uncle sold it to me at 10 omg I want to go back to the shop again!
Pardon me if I sounded like a cheapo here. But I am one of them :)

And I have packed my wardrobe and all the shirts are all neatly being put in place.
My mum keep nagging me for having too many shirts! Zzz.
Also, my study books all have been classified according to subjects by the 2 cupboard my parents ordered.
Now there are still some at my study desk and I am going to clear them soon!
I will blog again with pictures, I hope.

PS : None of the homeworks are done because this weekend is spent to prepare for CNY.
I shall complete it soon tomorrow when I am in school at 6.45am and during MT period. Haha.

PPS : Tomorrow's Monday ):

A busy week ; Jurong Island

2010-02-05T07:29:00.000-08:00

Finally, its Friday!

Hello weekends! :)
Anyway this week IS a busy week for me and I guess next week will be another one.
This week was full of homeworks + class tests.
Thursday-POA,Today-Maths(sets).
I am glad I managed to catch up with maths lesson so far.
Need to start on congruence because Wong is already at exercise 4A and I cannot allow myself to fall back.
Next week we probably have to stay back one day for Chemistry.
There'll be another Maths(matrices) class test.
I will have to stay back on Tuesday for an interview.
Seriously,CNY PLEASE COME ASAP I NEED A BREAK.

Thursday, 4 feb 10.
Our class had a field trip to Jurong Island.
It was to show us the production of fuel,alcohols,etc in Singapore.
But due to the place is restricted, no mobile phones/cameras were allowed.
So we only took pictures at the bus.
It was great with the companion of good friends :)
I actually wanted to take a class photo but we alighted at 2 different bus-stops so aiya, nevermind.

Because we are now in sec 5 and time is very precious + Mr Danny was on course and we miss a few lesson.
So we go through Chemistry worksheet during the bus trip to Jurong Island!

PS : Met leow today for lunch.
The pancakes had flavours of coconut,red bean,cheese,peanuts written on the board.
I actually see coconut as CHOCOLATE and asked the aunty '' I want one chocolate pancake ''
She and leow was shocked. I laughed extremely hard when leow told me I saw wrongly.
But then I really see it as chocolate I swear!

PPS : Another busy weekend. Had to add in a few more clothes and bermudas for CNY .
I need to pack all my books accordingly(yes 2 cupboards arrived on Monday).
I need to complete all my homeworks and some of my personal stuffs.
I need to get a new mobile phone.
I need to get ALL stationery changed for my new billabong pencil case
MANY MANY MANY MORE THINGS WITHIN ONE WEEK. Omg.
So less time and yet many things waiting for me.

PPPS : Why everyone are in Srjc! Geraldine,Amelia,Shariel,Sylvia,Rujun.
Then while chatting with Shariel at msn, she suddenly asked me this
Lol Kelly a lot of people make fun of your name issit? hahaha.

Orientation campfire night

2010-01-29T09:23:00.001-08:00

Sec 1 orientation campfire night

Okay my post is getting very boring as nothing interesting is happening in my life NOW.
Its all about school and the daily routine of waking up in the morning,lessons,home,sleep,and the cycle continues.
And January is coming to an end soon!
PS : I have many class tests coming on my way.
1. Maths - sets and matrices.
2. Chemistry - whole of organic chem
3. POA - disposal and control accounts
4. Geography(after cny) - natural vegetation
5. Common tests(after cny)

Oh and my birthday, 2nd of march happens to be on Tuesday.
And there'll be CCA fair. I dont mind that.
But the day after there is a internal English Oral Exam.
Ahhhhh! I remembered last year on my birthday itself there was Chinese Oral.

And lastly I think luck just wasn't by my side.
I needa go visit the temple and pray. I am damn suay for these 2 weeks. ):

*

Today was exceptionally great. Because its Friday :D
Class was completely crazy, enthusiastic and high we scream and cheer for many times.
I love this kinda feeling. Hahah, even Miss Loo who suddenly came in our class.
We all looked at her and continue shouting and she also said we were crazy.

And I have been listening in class especially for 2 periods of Maths.
Yes I even went to do the practise questions and I can't believe it because usually I'll be daydreaming.
POA and Physics I have been paying attention too.
Okay I hope all this continue alright and last me till the end of Os. Please.
It felt good to catch up with the lessons in class as I had been falling back previously.
I need to stay consistent. No more Ns, its now Os!

After school, went back home and had a good afternoon nap!
My nokia phone officially died on me it sucks till the max I swear.
Now it can't call out, couldn't receive message, the alarm didn't rang.
And starhub voucher department will be giving me a call to tell me if my voucher is being approved.
Samsung omnia 2/w995/iphone3g/iphone3gs. Fickle minded.
I dont know whats wrong with me but I will automatic wake up at 5.45am even if my phone dont ring!
After the nap, prepared and headed to school for orientation campfire night.
Went back to school again and didn't saw many people!
Hang out with Leow,Zy,Justin,Jocelin,Angeline thats it! Where's the others?
After the whole thing ended, headed to macdonal together with Justin.
Its been extremely long since I last met and had a good chat with him!
I didn't saw him at December's campfire night and CCA open house.
So its great catching up with him as we talk about random topics while having meals at mac and at bus 81 :)

Shall post a picture taken with Justin and Angeline before I sleep.
I have a super huge pimple at my face lor why it suddenly appear.

Not a good week,sucks.

2010-01-24T03:40:00.001-08:00

This week is NOT a good week at all. Totally.
*&^%$#@!

Many unlucky things happened which I don't want to mention!
I am just glad that this week is a history and I hope the upcoming week will be a better one!
Change of timetable and fri lesson sucks!
Physics,2 periods of maths,poa before recess and last period is english.
Lessons before recess are all NUMBERS.
I hate 2 periods of maths because I will never fail to fall asleep in class.
And I don't like account lesson too, but regardless what happened I'll want to do well for all subjects. :)
She's too ambitious, keep asking us for distinction and blahblah.
But the way she teach is still not the way I want. I still prefer Mdm Soo.
I can get a band 2 for N level I think is because I studied MYSELF.

Oh and I failed my maths class test. 10/30.
Thank god majority of the class failed. Lol, and actually I was relieved I did not score single digit.
Physics class test tomorrow. Hope everything'll be fine.

*

Satuday :

Met up with Edison at hgmall for dinner at pizza hut.
At first I thought we were going to kopitial at level 4.
I am feeling extremely guilty I spent my mum's 10 dollars to eat pizza,
because that money was suppose to top up the kopitiam's member card.
Till then I still haven't told her the truth, must go withdraw money and return to her tomorrow!
Took some O level books from him and he taught me additional of vectors!
I cannot slack anymore. Yes, no more!
Its time to start studying and I'll persevere. Especially I know this year IS gonna be a tough year.

*

Today :

Woke up early in the morning at 7.45am! I slept like around 3.30 in the morning.
Prepared and went to Hg cc for Edusave Presentation Ceremony :D
Seriously it reminded me of those days mugging for N level.
Those days of nearly giving up but managed to just passed through.
The people who had helped me in one way or another to allow me to ONCE AGAIN, present in the ceremony.
I will work hard this year no matter what.
God will definitely help me if I am willing to help myself :)

CCA open house+movies+cip

2010-01-16T06:46:00.000-08:00

I am back blogging! :D

Divided this post into 3 parts.
1. CCA open house
2. Outing with edison,aaron and jocelin
3. C.I.P

I have the best Friday and weekend this year!
The last one was when I received my N level result.

On Friday, the whole flow was just smooth and I really love how happy I am :)
Last day of the week is always the best because there'll be early dismissal at 12.20pm!
Chemistry lesson was fun omg its like the first time ever the whole class was so enthusiastic.
How we were suppose to answer questions..
1. The last one to stand
2. Raise up your both hands(and suddenly he shouted,the first one! kiasu Jojo kena,lol!)
3. Stand up,turn one round and sit.
4. Stand squart stand sit
It may sound childish HERE but then when you saw how the whole class was shouting and all was just so funny.
Because none of us wanted to be the one answering question. =P

School ended early so we all had lunch at the coffee shop opposite paya lebar basketball court.
Went back and its so great to see all the familiar faces again and hang out with them in school. :)
huining,james,yuanting,choyting,liyin,angeline,edison,aaron,jocelin,reb,simone,hongying,etc!
Had a good chat with all of them and I hope to see you guys soon.

Look at Simone's crazy bright orange nail! Lol.

Her MANY accessorieSSSSSSSSSSS. Hahaha.

I wanted both of them to stand together. But er.. LOL. Weet-oh-weet.

Simone put on eyeliner because people were saying she look shag with small eyes? HAHA!

Simone was about to camwhore using my camera THEN James joined in!
Love this photo so natural and sweet :)

My class's bb and gb and I am like.. extra but just wanna take photo with them :)

Last picture before I left :)

*

Rushed back home at 5-ish pm to change.
Because I was wearing school alternative uniform, pe shorts and torn school shoes.
You don't expect me to be in this attire at plaza singapura,right? haha.
Stupid phone low battery and could not receive messages. Its crazy now, I swear.
Its either samsung omnia 2 or w995 for me.
Needa give starhub a call to ask for my 50dollars voucher before I officially buy a new phone.
Okay so met up with Edison and Aaron at kovan's kfc.
Saw many people like one table is all band members, another is all gb girls.
Farizuan and hazyrah sat beside us :)
Headed to the mrt station once they had their meals, missed 4-5 trains as Jocelin was late.
She had to go home and cook rice for his brother and etc. Lol!
But its alright as we took pictures to kill time! Haha. Edison was trying to act cute, you'll see it in a while.

Bought movie tickets and accompanied Jocelin for his dinner at cafe cartel.
After which we proceeded for our movie - spy next door by jackie chan.
Never watch midnight movie before so having to enter the cinema at 10pm is actually quite exciting for me!
Because usually I watch movie in afternoon/evening time.
Was laughing crazily inside the theatre, must watch.
Share my large size popcorns with Aaron and Edison shared it with Jocelin :)

After the movie ends, it was already 12am.
Rushed to the mrt station and thank god there's still last train to bring us to kovan/hg respectively.
Walked back home from kovan and it doesn't seem like midnight at all as the nasi lemak queue is still very long.
Many people were inside the coffee shop, the fruit stall have got some super bright lights.
And yeah, its not as creepy as what I thought.
Reached home, msn and chatted till around 2am and had a good rest after that.
Its my first time going out with them and really enjoyed myself.
More outings like this please.

PS : why sony camera pictures have grains/is pixelated when there is not enought lighting and without flash? Sucks. My nikon camera is not like that one lor! Zzz. Buy me a canon camera for birthday,HAHA. I don't mind a dslr or lx3 :)

At kfc - this is when he was trying to act cute. More when you scrow down. Lol.

You see his face! Big eyes, innocent face.

EDISON AND ME WANNA TAKE PICS WITH AARON CUZ YOU KNOW WHY?

HIS MOLE! THIS.IS.SO.FUNNY AS HE'LL BE GOING TO REMOVE HIS MOLE SOON!

I can't stick out my tounge like that.Seriously!

At cafe cartel. See how Edison is missing Jiaxin even though he kept quiet... =P

I love this picture :)

Pixelated and I have no idea why.

*

Today woke up at 7.30am,almost couldn't wake up.
There goes my afternoon ):
Okay after colleted our stuff, we went to watch treasure hunter by Jay chou at vivo city.
Purposely walked into ac and THEY saw me. They = bitchy work friends.
They suck big times. Totally. Plus they haven't pay me, I'll just keep calling the manager.
She give excuses like '' Oh okay we will check again, I just have 1 weeks of leave. blahblah ''
I don't think in the first place they wanna pay but its the policy they still HAVE to pay after the trail period.
Regardless if I wanna continue working or not. Its so infuriating.

Anyway, the movie was nice but some parts was so boring I fell asleep.
Yes I can't imagine I paid 10 dollars to sleep inside the cinema for like half an hour or so!
Omg I swear I'll never watch it,again. It was only nice towards the end like the last few 15mins or something.
We also went shopping to random shops and see many many things I wanna buy!
In total, it was really good to spend my times with cassandra,victoria,aaron and samson.
Its better than going out with _____________. haha,cass you shld know who am I referring to!
Went back home and headed to a.m.k for dinner with parents :)

Till then.
Finished this post FINALLY. I took 1-2 hrs to post this entry.
Time to head to bed. 7.30am tomorrow for tuition!

2010-01-13T00:01:00.000-08:00

Somehow screwed up my Maths class test today.
Hope everything will be fine.
Issit because its been more than 3 months since I last took the exam?
I suddenly felt nervous and my hand was sweating!
Like its just so sudden and whatever I had done/practised was blank for a moment ONLY.
Thankfully throughout the paper I managed to calm myself down and continue.
Okay hope this will not happen again.
Maybe its just a matter of time for me to adapt to everything, the 545am morning and school work.
I need to be more relax :)

Oh and today's topic is inequality when I had not been paying attention in class!
I did not even start exercise 1A and wong alr completed the whole topic.
But you know what? I managed to revise everything within 1/2 days and now I am at the same lane with everyone!
Yes managed to catch up NOW because I am falling back previously.
I need to recap back the topic and if possible,
be ahead of others so that in class I'll be at advantage to clear my doubts :)

PS : I can't stop feeling sleepy in class during Maths lesson. Its the mindset. I need to change.

Release of O level result

2010-01-11T04:57:00.000-08:00

Release of O level result.

Unlike the previous years, I went to the hall to witness and report/wrote an article and interview seniors.
But now, I went as a sec 5 candidate taking O level this year and seeing all my friends - taking their results.
With that, I would like to wish everyone all the best for your future :)
No matter what is the outcome, how well or badly you have done.
I am sure you all had tried your best!

Its great to see all the familiar faces AGAIN, the warm hugs and all.
I will miss you guys as I will be in Yuying for another one more year when you all will proceed for further education.
All the best for all of us and take care alright.
Again, I keep telling them not to graduate and lets stay in contact! ):

Oh and I got back A2 for my Chinese.
I think its fate that I'll be getting A2 and at least I have no regret because I did give myself a chance to retake.
So even after retaking and getting the same grade, I am happy that I tried and I accept what is mine :)

Edison phang! I am happy for you being the 6th in level! :)

Huining my talking partner.

TeoJiahao, my brother.

Karina, my thai friend! Hahaha.

Aaron Kwa - my little brother :)

Golf

RuJun the crazy taiwan drama fan! :D

MinLi

Geraldine Ong

ChoyTing

YuanTing my vegetarian partner.

JoleneTeo

LeonLee

Edison,LynnWee

TP open house and cineleisure

2010-01-09T21:19:00.000-08:00

TP Open House & Cineleisure

Friday :
I have got no time so I decided to just go to TP.
Last year I went to Tp,Np and Sp.
Its already 1 year and here I am, taking my O levels!
Saw Cheryl and Rachel. I like the school because the people there were so high.

*

Saturday :
The 4 of us went to cineleisure for a movie : The Vampire's Assistant and hang out.
Went to cold storage to buy chips,drinks and many more since we dont wanna buy popcorns.
Desserts at koufu and I felt cheated because I thought mango longan, they'll give like whole bowl of mango.
I used to have that when I was young, but then NOW its like only one spoon of mango and the rest are all ice.
Should have order something more worth than $2.50.
Oh and in between the movie zy spilled off his root beer drink and wanted a tissue but none of us have.
Then he told me he '' anyhow touch '' and found a packet of tissue on the floor!
Its only like towards the end then he found it and it was abit creepy.
He told me the vampire in the movie gave him the tissue! Omg.hahaha.

Met familiar people as well.
Ricky and cheryl was damn funny their reaction and expression when leow went to say hi to them OUT OF A SUDDEN.
Lol! We were laughing like crazy at the back.
Saw Miss Loo and Mr Wilma and many more.
I think I know many people but they dont know me.

Okay, off to sleep and complete my homework for Chemistry and Maths.
Why teacher go through so fast? I dont even understand from exercise 1A and he's already at 1E?????
Completing the topic soon and I dont get a single thing into my head.
Damn it.
I cannot let myself to fall back behind others. I can't. I will catch up soon.
Please dont rush and finish everything when I am still like... -.-'''

Took pictures of food and NO grp pictures taken.

MY POOR NIKON CAMERA):
The thing which were suppose to cover the lense drop off while I am using half way yesterday.
Its time to throw away since I already have my sony camera :)

Hapy birthday ben leow :)

2010-01-06T02:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENLEOW!
Today is awesome because I had to meet up with everyone again! :)
Had to rush back home after school to get leow's present + camera to take pics.
Met up with the birthday boy,his gf,geraldine,reb,zy,daniel,freddy at white tangerine.
See you guys again this coming Saturday!
I'll wait for Reb to send me the pics taken using her DSLR.
I want one too.

PS : Busy week..
Today : Celebration with benleow with the gang
Friday : TP Open House
Saturday : Celebration with benleow with another gang
Sunday : Packing packing packing!
Monday : Release of O level Chinese result
~~Friday : MAY be going out~~
Saturday : Flag day
Sunday : Tuition

First day of school

2010-01-04T05:16:00.000-08:00

[Edited]
I agree to what the deejay said on air '' I felt that I had done many things but its just the 2nd day of the week! ''
Yes when can weekends arrive? Please save me!
Today I saw meiqi while on the way back after school, and she's going chalet all the way till the 8th!
Super jealous and envious about her lor, I still need to go school!
Plus the school rules and everything make the whole school very messy.

I felt that I am not part of the class. Because we're classified under the band 1 and 2 category.
The pressure and stress that everyone is better than me even though we're at the same level.
Its a miracle I got myself a band 2 and there's just too many thoughts in me which I couldn't express it out.
I should have gone to another class and taught by either tai or ving.
It may be a good choice for me to cope with lesser students. Okay I need to go and sleep.
To prevent myself from thinking too much.

Being a n/a student..... First day of school today.

I woke up extremely early at 5.25am! Oh by the way I slept at 3am.
I am envious about the express peeps because they will be sleeping while I am on the way to school.
Read their blogs, edison and gang went to vivo on Sunday for dance audition, taiyang was working, rujun and I were chatting and she's crazing over the taiwan drama, reb went to swim today.
If only I am part of them.

But anyway, I am back to school but somehow I am just lacking a little bit of motivation.
Just a little, perhaps its just a human nature that we had to head to the books AGAIN.
I find it quite boring because there's no more express peeps.
Its all just plainly me and my class and some of the juniors I am close with.
This is the last year and I do not want it to go down the drain and be wasted.
God, I need your help!
Persevere till October and November(which I think will be very fast) and please, study hard!
I should look forward to school. I am in the battle alone.

Mr Wong's no longer my form teacher but instead he'll continue to teach me maths.
Mrs Mahinda and Mr Kang are my form and co.form teacher respectively.

PS : I am still damn frustrated I can't get a day to sort things out.
Everything is arranged according to subjects, I just need to buy another big container to put them nicely so that when I wanna revise it will be easier.

PPS : I need to go take out all the bookshop/popular vouchers OUT and USE IT!

A day at pierce reservior :)

2010-01-02T07:25:00.000-08:00

2nd day of a new year

Woke up at 7.30am and had breakfast with family first.
And at around 10.30am, went to leow's house because I came too early.
Met with zy and we headed to lower pierce reservoir by bus.
Daniel's dad drove him there so after which we all had prata together at a shop called casuarina curry.
I had chocolate and mushroom prata together with ice milo!
Went for a walk at lower pierce reservoir and it was very relaxing and its great breathing in fresh air.
Then while we were going back, IT STARTED TO POUR HEAVILY.
Please thank me that I had an umbrella with me and the 4 of us squeeze into that small little shelter.
Seriously, everyone who walked past us were laughing and staring at us.
We were hoping that some kind souls will stop and let us hop on their car. But er, no.
And I keep stepping on leow's slippers! hahaha.

Was freaking cold because our shirts were wet. Lucky I am wearing a black batman tee.
Back to compass point and heartland mall, bought my plain color crewneck tee from Giordano.
Skyblue,yellow,pink,darkblue.
I wanted lime green and bright orange, BUT THEN DONT HAVE MY SIZE ALREADY.
The M size was hugeeeeeeeeee and it seems like over-size on me.
My size for the tees are all XS :)
Don't know why their cutting all so big one lor,normally I fit S and M size.

Went back home, had a good rest and sleep.
Cleared my notes,textbooks,worksheets,everything at the study desk.
Yes now its 3/4 done I have arrange them according to subjects.
I will continue to pack them nicely tomorrow and prepare for Jan 4!
:D

HAPPY 2010! :)

2010-01-01T06:08:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2010!!!!! :D

Listened to 933 special new year programme today.
But my phone sucks because even though I have been charging, the battery was used up quickly.
I felt so *&^%$#@! because I was listening half way then it got cut off.
And I only receive some of the new year messages JUST NOW while people sent me so much earlier than before.
I need a new phone,desperately.

On the other hand, I bought my billabong bag and pencil case today!
The white one I posted at the previous entry has no stock for both surf and rider outlets.
77 street at plaza sing have but there's no new piece,must take the display set so its a complete no.
This bag I bought is also new arrival according to the salesperson and I like it! :)
She also told me its new-er than the white one.

Why do I suddenly get a slight flu?
And my inner body feels warm and I don't wanna get sick.

2 more days to school reopening and I haven't get to pack my things YET.
Procastination and laziness took over me. I must get it done before Monday.
Determine to do so :)

YEARLY REFLECTION POST 2009 :)

2009-12-31T06:45:00.000-08:00

YEARLY REFLECTION POST 2009

How do you spend your eve? I am currently staying at home, just came back from Grandma's place. Intend to go countdown with leow but I overslept(was taking a nap)till 5.30pm when we're suppose to meet at that time. Woke up,oblivious about whats happening and told my mum about it and she said we had a family gathering so last minute I told him I cannot make it. If only I am with a big group of people counting down,watching fireworks,partying,taking pictures,enjoying myself. Currently watching channel 8 and 5 countdown tv show! So anyway, here comes the reflection post for 2009! :D

Another year has passed.
I can't believe I am taking O level next year.

This year was a tough and eventful year. Because I had never felt so hardworking before. Especially for Mathematics. For the first time in my life, I am officially a N and O level candidate. Having to sit for a major exam and having to been through mugging sessions and late nights with everyone and worry for results, the nervousness in me when I saw the exam papers right infront of me, first time stepping out of my comfort zone and started to work at a hotel as a waiter. Knowing how important education is and got to study really hard to get a better job in the near future,how cruel the society may be once I stepped out of school and lastly, how difficult it is to earn every single cent which I took it for granted to just take money from my parents and complaining to them about my dis-satisfaction towards my own life. I want many things, but they couldn't afford. I am really not a filial son, but I think work makes me a better person in terms of mindset and behaviour. Also, work has provided me opportunities to meet more new friends and exposure to more people because I had served weddings,company dinner&dance,asian television awards,tpjc prom night and all. I am so glad god allow me to meet them and they were not those fussy guests that some of my friends had met. So this year, I had balance between school and work in which both had taught me lots of things which will eventually be helpful.

Also, I would like to THANK EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU. For all your encouragement,words,well wishes,smses,tags,facebook messages. THANKYOU SO MUCH! I need motivation, I need concern, I need love from you guys and its amazing that you're my friend :)

The happiest moment in my life is with family and friends. The 3D2N Thailand trip with family during the March holidays, never-ending shopping, stress free environment at Thailand. What I did is just waking up, sumptuous breakfast buffet and really enjoy myself for the entire day and back to rest. Its just awesome if I am able to lead this kind of lifestyle. In Singapore its just totally different. Sometimes we just need to have a slow pace of life to see the world. Next, having to meet up with the express people like edison,justin and the rest every morning at the canteen tables, the chit-chat session in the early mornings and I will never fail to laugh at how both of them will just argue and bicker with each other. It feels heartwarming to see everyone during school days, those hi's and bye's and having to text with each other while we were preparing for N/O level. Of course, having to do well for my N level. I am glad I prove to myself that whatever obstacles I met, I can overcome it with the help of god and myself. Seriously, life ain't a smooth ride for all. I have a period of time when I feel so stress out and did so badly for my mid-year and it was totally a nightmare. If you know, I only had my own buddhist organization tuition which was definitely not enough. I mostly depended on myself to do well in my studies with the help of friends. I struggle at times, but I tell myself I will just persevere and clear all my doubts, keep trying and I guess everything IS worth it. I remembered how I really drill myself during those period of time, chinese intensive lesson when me and weiting will always feel very tired and sleepy in class because we just keep doing other school papers. But it pays off with an A2 :) Completed ten year series to prepare for N level, time was extremely precious like I will really treasure the one hour while watching the tv and having dinner,then after that it will be studying AGAIN. x100 worried for Maths especially I had sprained my neck in the morning for paper one. You know I worked so hard for it then I went to school with a head that can only look straight and can't turn right/left/up/down completely. I didn't smile, everyone was telling me not to worry,relax but is actually the pain that is the main reason.

I dont do well in my academic last time, more of like during the primary school days. Many people looked down on me in the past and even thought that I wouldnt be able to pass my PSLE. But I have prove them all wrong, and I swear I will never let people look down on me and my family. I will work hard and give the best to my parents. As I said karma, those who looked down, laughed behind my back, insult me were better than no where. Just wait and see because even till now I remembered what you said and what you did. God will punish you for your action so I do not have to say more even though I still have this kind of hatred to them.

From 2E blog, Miss Chan's entry:
This is great news for all of you who are going Sec 5 - and indeed worthy of celebration. After the celebrations, go back to school with the correct attitude and really work all you have for Sec 5 - for your dreams. O levels is a leap from N levels, so you will really need to put in all you have - don't be complacent, don't waste even the first 1-3 months playing and enjoying yourself without studying. Since you've spent so much time for 4 years, don't waste everything down the drain for your final year, okay? Don't lose yourself in pc games, lan games, bgr, blah blah, and lose focus. Whatever that is, don't give up - fight!

Yes. I cannot be complacent.
I cannot be stress.
I cannot waste time
No matter what, just keep trying and I will keep fighting till the end.
This is the REAL last step to my dream course and career. I need to work hard for it.

Many people were saying 2009 isn't a good year. But I think its alright for me. 2010 will be a better year.

My resolution for 2010 :

Do well for O levels. Get into mass comm/chinese media&communication at Ngeeann. I know I am not a competitor as compare to other students whose english is so much better than me to get into mass comm. Also I dont listen to english music often, so that is just another disadvantage. But I am going to give it a try, if not chinese mass comm will do since I already intend and set my aim to be a 933 deejay so why not?

Stop being a spendrift. Please,my bank account is decreasing. It just increase when my hotel just bank in my pay. A lesson learnt. Its scary how I do not have any financial planning and just keep spending from a few hundredSSSSSSS to a few dollar. I will never let this happen,again.

Have enough $$ for a surgery(impossible). Sweaty palm sucks. Do you even think I want it? No.

Exercise and train more. I am only able to do 1 pull up and pass my napfa test. Can you imagine?

Get rid of pimples because they actually cause me to lose confidence when I saw other guys with smooth face!

Learn how to swim. I know the basics but was having flu in sec 1 so I couldn't hold my breathe in the water so ya lah I fail the test the instructor dont wanna give me the 1 frog certificate! lol.

Attend vocal training at some music school. Ahem, it includes if I have got extra money. What if one day some music company director thinks that I got potential and sign me as a singer and I will be famous? HAHAHA. Its not wrong to just - daydream :D

Attend radio course, 5 days for $500+ dollars. Totally zz.

Improve on my command of english. Really, sometimes my tongue twisted while speaking in english.

There is just so much to push fate. I just pray that God use whatever little I
have and multiple that to do my best in everything and put me my best-self, to
always stay by my side, leading and guiding me. I thank the people who believed
in me and everyone around me was so willing to help me along, in a way or
another. No one knows what I am thinking, no words under heaven could ever
describe.

To end this entry, THANKYOU 2009 for being such a good year for me. Its time to say goodbye and hello 2010. Bring it on and I am looking forward to a brand new year, a fresh start and a new beginning.

MEMORY LANE.....

PS : Is the pictures too small/pack? I think so. Nevermind :)

2009-12-29T09:54:00.000-08:00

[Edited]
I just went to a warehouse sale and bought a Adidas shoe + shirt at 92 dollars!
Yes I am gonna wear that Adidas shoe to school after new year :)

PS: I just called in to yes933 AGAIN! hahaha omg so happy.
Seriously I feel less-nervous while talking on air now!
Dedicated songs to all my family,friends-BENLEOW IS LISTENING and everyone around me.
Hope that in the coming 2010, we'll all be happy.

PPS : I finally got a hair cut. Neat and tidy.

PPPS : My taste is right! I went to 77street and immediately this bag catches my attention.
Then I realised this is the new edition bag from Billabong website!
Most probably getting it soon.

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LAST DAY OF WORK

I remember how we attend training together and have my VERY first time..
first time attending to guests,serving them
first time pouring drinks, clearing/change the cutlery
first time walking in a complete dark ballroom while serving the first dish
first time serving cocktail
first time doing dry ice while the bride and groom is walking in

I remembered I made lots of mistakes while serving the teachers.
Learn from all those mistakes and tell myself not to do it again.
To be more aware and careful the next time.
Eventually from all the experience I have gain, I personally think my service skills improve.
And at the same time, I would like to thank those people at work for helping me!
Especially the guys who helped me to carry some heavy stuff when they saw me struggling and sweating. Lol.

Unfortunately, I am unable to bid farewell to some really close friends there.
Samantha, Sumatra, Yangping, Emily, many more.

Today was average. A total of 6 turned up out of 10.
Less work, less energy. But the atmosphere was just weird without the rest.
But still got shengho,john,jesper and others so at least I won't feel bored.
Normally me and taiyang will be at the same ballroom,working together.
Then during my last day WE WERE NOT IN THE SAME BALLROOM. Sian lor!

All in all, I enjoyed working and hongxiang, the manager was telling me to study hard for O levels.
Yes I will and with that, HELLO MONEY. :D

Alfred for pizza hut

2009-12-28T08:55:00.000-08:00

Pizza hut, 313, plaza singapura

Met up with Alfred today to hang out at pizza hut.
Yes I can't believe I am going out with a CHAO AH BENG hahah!
Talked about lots of things and then we went to somerset 313 because I wanna get a tshirt at vintage.
Yes I finally bought a shirt with a print born actor and its hot pink!
Then headed to uniqlo and we both bought jackets.
His one is black, mine is sky blue. Totally love it to the max.
Plaza singapura to accompany zy to pierce ear,he was influence by alfred lah.
Home sweet home, alfred was very tired because he do not have enough sleep for the past 3 days.
And I just called in to yes933 and chatted with ChongQing on air! :)

PS : A few more days to school reopening. I WILL cherish the last few late nights.
I will watch as many tv shows as possible,surf the net,slack,sleep and do whatever I want before school starts.

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SIS :)

2009-12-27T09:59:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY,SIS.

You're always the best and I really hope you'll have a good birthday celebration with your friends. :)
We quarrel, we fight, we argue. But at the end of the day, you are still my sis.
I am glad we still maintain a good relationship and is very close with each other.

Amazing race! :)

2009-12-26T06:34:00.000-08:00

[Edited]

Okay I am back to update about the outing!
Wore a plain sky blue tee with jeans and sports shoe.
We met at 9.30am at kovan hub, assigned to each group and I am in the same team with Amelia and Hweemay!
Yes thankfully we were in the same group or else I'll be damn bored.
Very enthusiastic,never fail to always be at the front of the group and the rest will have to catch up with us.
The amazing race is just simple, a budget of 10 dollars.
Once completed/bingo like a straight or diagonal line, there will be an additional 10dollars given.

So basically, we..

went to Istana building and take a group pictures.
arcade to play a round basketball game.
tcc cafe with a whole grp of 7 and ordered ONLY a cup of milk for 5.85dollar.
we were the first customer after they had open and i guess they thought its a good start by doing our business,but sadly no.lol.
took pics with 4 different races : chinese,malay,indian and caucasian!
Yes we very buay-paiseh go ask an angmoh to take pics with us and they agreed!
waited for a pregnant lady at the maternity shop and took pics with her.
wanted to find a NS man but we got rejected TWICE.
photo taking at CHIJMES and national museum.
desserts and I had yam paste,Amelia and Hweemay had mango sago.
esplanade for free performance,marina square food court ,suntec city for food food and more food.
loving hut for potato wedges and drinks.
took pics with Singapore flyer at the background under the rain and umbrella.
tried our very best to complete every task and we are suppose to gather at 5pm, kovan hub.
reached by 5.25pm, all the rest had arrived,waiting for us.
debrief, prize presentation and HELLO MY GROUP GOT THE FIRST! Am proud to be the team leader,haha :)
followed Amelia and Hweemay for their bumper car rides.6dollars for 5mins-.-'''

I am happy that through this game, we had an interaction between strangers and us.
Most of the people we met are all nice people, except for one ns men which gave us attitude.
While, its just a small favour to take a photo only what. Whats the big deal?
But nonetheless, we had a great time and it just feels good to walk and eat and walk and eat and keep taking pics.
Oh and I love the dark chocolate that was presented to us :)

Just came back from amazing race.

2009-12-26T05:25:00.001-08:00

Back from amazing race.
Shall upload pictures for today as well as blog more about the outing!
Shengsiong show,korea show,taiwan show all the way till 1am!

Merry christmas! :)

2009-12-25T09:28:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Stayed at home during eve.
Outing with leow and zy today at bishan,orchard and plaza sing.
My hair sucks for the whole day,its too long and has got the center-parting look.
Christmas song and decoration along the street,awesome!
Non-stop music,dance and some gymnastic performance.
Town area was crowded with many people. I wanna go again next year!
Saw many familiar faces too!
Reb,rujun,sherman,desmond,kaishing,apple,kenleong,kenteo,nicholas :)
I just reached home lor,missed the last bus so had to walked all the way back.
Amazing race tomorrow!

Called in to yes933,ivy! :)

2009-12-22T08:28:00.000-08:00

Just called in to yes933 again. The 5th time,if I am not wrong!
The last time was during June holidays. How fast time flies.
Today Chongqing's off day and it was hosted by Ivy.
I always wanted to chat with her on air but didn't have the chance.
So now I feel really happy because she's really nice and friendly!
I really didn't expect myself to call through because I was just dialing the number for fun.
Love random chats and laughters. :)

I hope to stop being nervous and excited while calling in the next time,
speak slowly and relax.

PS : Today she just picked up 2 calls. I am the first caller,one of the lucky few among the listeners out there. :)